Dear Diary,
The dreams have started again. They seem so real. I dont even think Stefan can save me from the terrors within my mind. I have a person in mind who might be able to help but i told him i would never speak to him again. I do, i hate him. He is a smartass, rude minded, arrogent person. I get a vibe, the bad boy kinda vibe. Stefan on the other hand, he is obviously my prince charming. My knight in shining armor. Hes my fairytale forever. Im not stupid enough to know its going to last forever but for the time it does last im going to enjoy it. Being Katherine's doppleganger does have its downfalls tho. Stefan always relates me to her. 'Katherine used to do this, Katherine used to do this blah blah blah'. I mean seriously im not her. Nothing like her infact.
So onto the part of Damon telling me those three words thats should be coming from Stefans mouth. Those three words that scare me but also make me feel safe and happy. Theres a part of me thats wants to tell Damon i love him just to see if it makes him feel something. Feels love, hate SOMETHING! I dont know what to say to him. Apart from the fact hes lost me forever. I want to be his friend, i really do but i cant. I know he will dissapoint me straight after. Inside him, deep, deep, deep inside him, i know there is a man who is ready to face the word like a human. Like someone like Stefan.
Well this is all for today.
Love Elena.
Dear Diary
I read Elena's diary every night. There is always something about Me, Katherine and Stefan. Stupid Saint Stefan! Why does he always get the girl and i end up being the bad guy? Im not really that bad. I love Elena, not like i loved Katherine. Katherine and my love was purely physical. My love for Elena, it is something i have never felt. It has a twist. It comes from the deepest parts of my body, my heart. I love her but i cant admit it without making her forget. I want to be with her. Maybe i should kill Stefan? No, no, no. That would hurt Elena. I need Stefan out of the picture for a couple of weeks. Just a couple. I will make her fall for me. Stefan will fall for Katherine and all shall be mine! I sound evil. I like evil.
From Damon
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