I know that Yuki is way off Character…but Oh well…maybe he could talk to
his therapist…or something…
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"So Yuki Eiri…it's about time you made an appointment. What brings you here today? What's on your mind? Tell me everything."
"Do you know that you're the only person I can REALLY talk to?"
"Yes Eiri you tell me this every time you come in."
"No…really…I can't even tell Mika or Tatsuha how I really truly feel."
"I know Eiri…lets get this started…tell me what's troubling you."
"Shuichi is on tour in America right now. He's been gone for over a month, and life is well…boring.
He used to call home everyday. Then it turned into every other day. He called me on Tuesday this week. It's now Saturday, and still no call.
When we talked on Tuesday, he told me that he was having a great time, and that he missed me and hoped K would let him come home soon. I would never admit it to him, but I hope so too. A month and almost two whole weeks without sex! This is not good for my well being.
Shuichi might be able to hold out a little longer, but myself on the other hand, can't take much more abstinence.
You know…I thought that with that brat out of the house, I could get most of my book completed. However, I haven't gotten anything more than a page done. It seems that I need noise to be able to work.
No, that's not it. All you women are exactly right. It is all about sex! Everything is. I can't even write a couple chapters without having sex. I need sex to be able to work! How pathetic is that?
Shuichi on the other hand doesn't need sex to work. I mean look at him. He's in America, working his ass off, with absolutely no sex what so ever!"
"So Yuki Eiri is upset, because Shuichi has more self-control?"
"NO!! That's not it! It's just th-…wait…what if…what if Shuichi does need sex?"
"And what if pigs could fly Eiri? What's your point?"
"Maybe Shuichi is having sex with someone else. Maybe he's found someone else. Someone better. Someone who shows him their true feelings…someone who acts like they care…someone that's not cold to him."
"You think that Shuichi might be cheating on you?"
"Well he could be. And I would never know. He's on a whole different continent for god's sake!"
"Eiri calm down! You need to stop yelling! You don't know that he would cheat on you. He loves you very much."
"Maybe he found a girl! A lot of girls go to Bad Luck's concerts. A lot of girls! I know, I've been there!"
"Listen to yourself Eiri. You sound like a fool. If Shuichi was interested in girls, why would he be living with you?"
"Look, I was 17 once too! I know what it's like to be curious. I didn't always want to be with guys. You know that. Don't you remember the countless women I've been with? Don't get me wrong…your beautiful…and you were good…but it's just so much better with Shuichi. Who's to say that he won't experiment? Who's to say that he won't like women better?"
"Eiri, even if you were there with Shuichi, if he's curious and wants to be with a woman he will be. Maybe you should let him figure it out for himself."
"I don't want him to love someone else. I want him to love me, and only me. Forever.
TBC
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"So Yuki Eiri…it's about time you made an appointment. What brings you here today? What's on your mind? Tell me everything."
"Do you know that you're the only person I can REALLY talk to?"
"Yes Eiri you tell me this every time you come in."
"No…really…I can't even tell Mika or Tatsuha how I really truly feel."
"I know Eiri…lets get this started…tell me what's troubling you."
"Shuichi is on tour in America right now. He's been gone for over a month, and life is well…boring.
He used to call home everyday. Then it turned into every other day. He called me on Tuesday this week. It's now Saturday, and still no call.
When we talked on Tuesday, he told me that he was having a great time, and that he missed me and hoped K would let him come home soon. I would never admit it to him, but I hope so too. A month and almost two whole weeks without sex! This is not good for my well being.
Shuichi might be able to hold out a little longer, but myself on the other hand, can't take much more abstinence.
You know…I thought that with that brat out of the house, I could get most of my book completed. However, I haven't gotten anything more than a page done. It seems that I need noise to be able to work.
No, that's not it. All you women are exactly right. It is all about sex! Everything is. I can't even write a couple chapters without having sex. I need sex to be able to work! How pathetic is that?
Shuichi on the other hand doesn't need sex to work. I mean look at him. He's in America, working his ass off, with absolutely no sex what so ever!"
"So Yuki Eiri is upset, because Shuichi has more self-control?"
"NO!! That's not it! It's just th-…wait…what if…what if Shuichi does need sex?"
"And what if pigs could fly Eiri? What's your point?"
"Maybe Shuichi is having sex with someone else. Maybe he's found someone else. Someone better. Someone who shows him their true feelings…someone who acts like they care…someone that's not cold to him."
"You think that Shuichi might be cheating on you?"
"Well he could be. And I would never know. He's on a whole different continent for god's sake!"
"Eiri calm down! You need to stop yelling! You don't know that he would cheat on you. He loves you very much."
"Maybe he found a girl! A lot of girls go to Bad Luck's concerts. A lot of girls! I know, I've been there!"
"Listen to yourself Eiri. You sound like a fool. If Shuichi was interested in girls, why would he be living with you?"
"Look, I was 17 once too! I know what it's like to be curious. I didn't always want to be with guys. You know that. Don't you remember the countless women I've been with? Don't get me wrong…your beautiful…and you were good…but it's just so much better with Shuichi. Who's to say that he won't experiment? Who's to say that he won't like women better?"
"Eiri, even if you were there with Shuichi, if he's curious and wants to be with a woman he will be. Maybe you should let him figure it out for himself."
"I don't want him to love someone else. I want him to love me, and only me. Forever.
TBC
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