Author's memorandum: Okay so here is the first chapter of euphoria... Well I wanted to write something from tsubasa. and this is what happened. The first chapter is something I'm really proud of but, wasn't made to be for this pairing. At first but with some tweaking this worked better.

Disclaimer: I do not own this show.

Waring: THERE IS VERY GRAPHIC MALE/MALE SEX IN THIS CHAPTER. Honestly I think that's All there is to this chapter...

Pairings: This is IMPORTANT. This is written from Fai's point of veiw and this is a Kurofai fic but this may or may not be them here.

Please read and review and don't read unless you want to read shameless smut that is at this point plotless. I will only add more if I get reviews as I am doing so much else right now.

FROU FROU LYRICS

"Must Be Dreaming"

Pay close attention

I felt his hand reach out and grab mine.

Don't listen to me for love

His hands around mine, in mine a part of mine.

George'll be flying this one

I can't feel myself in my body. I feel detached, and yet I can feel him. Every touch on my skin unspoken fire. He looks at me with his unreadable eyes.

And it's anyone's guess how he does this

His body and mine touch through cloth. The clothing I wear seems like a desecration to his touch. His beautiful touch, You tempt me to my own sin. I want to claim you. I see the pure want with you. never. I wont. Don't...stop touching me, let my skin touch yours. You begin to grant my wish. I feel your skin. So intense. I gasp. Your everything.

Is the right turn wrong

My loyalty will not allow me to say no . I can't say no to you. I don't want to say no.

Universe taking me in full bloom

His hands. your hands. no other would be with me, even in dreams. Your hands cross over my chest. I arch for you. I feel your response, laughter. My breath isn't normal. You are reacting to my reaction. Your own breath unsteadies. I want you closer. Your skin on my every inch of skin. I make it so.

Fireball careful with that there

Your hands wander my legs forcing me to move wanting more contact. I spread myself at your touch. I ask with myself. I move against your legs. You part as I did also without thinking. you move to my inner thigh. massaging me. I moan softly at you. you do as well. I feel tightening, rushing. You reach out to me, again. Hands on my chest. Breathe. breathe. You pressure my back, beginning to rock. I throw my head back. Breath escapes me in a silent scream.

See what you made me do

butterflies appear all over the room fluttering past my eyes. 'haaahh' I breathe softly

I must be dreaming

You wouldn't. This can't happen. I can't. Your hands return to my legs moving slowly up me.

Or we'll undo something

I wonder if the world will fall apart

I must be dreaming

This is a d...dream...it must be... you massage me . I begin to wish your hands were elsewhere.. ah rub rub. you press into my skin small circles almost painful.

For I don't fall in love lawlessly

I can't love. Your hands send fire up my spine. your touch halts my breath, speeds my heart. I love you. I want you to love me. I want you.

I must be dreaming

Fire. a warmth I can barely handle feeling let alone describe. Touch me. Bring out that fire, send it in little shock waves into me ripping my reality apart.

Or pinch me into waking

release me from this it's unbearable. stop touching me. let me go. release me.

So undeniably yours

Shh you whisper. calm down you say softly sending shivers down me. I try. I try to hold control. I try to sit still, I move anyway your hands continue to roam around me. you kiss my neck, and begin to suck. ah no stop. I feel your breath on my skin I know that My body is beyond control. shh you say when I moan as your hands find my waist. Your hand covers my mouth. silence me. control me.

As long as I'm losing it so completely

I feel my body give up I scream into you hand. Your other hand has finally taken a hold of my length. Stop. no. This must be wrong. you don't move just stay there. as you mouth works on my neck. claiming it marking it.

Incendiary glance

You look at me a question there. release me. free me. teach me to fly. don't you dare go back.

Become and collide in me

I feel you. your as excited as me you rock me back slowly no preparation. nothing soft for me. pain. I also feel you. Whispering softly encouraging me. I can feel your lips on me. sucking pulling.

Zoom in enhance hold

No. Your hand begins to move you begin to move. intensity fills me there is no escape you have me trapped between pleasure and pain. Please. You rock into me. A perfect rhythm with my own hips. I continue to scream into your hand.

While I go helplessly sky high

I feel everything contract I feel the world spin. Warmth rushes through me. I feel no change in you. you continue. I am soon trapped again. my body re-warming. My soul yearning. your hand pulls and rubs softly back and forth up and down. Taking in ever inch of me lingering on my head. you smile. Unable to help it I respond.

Magic eye sugar rushing don't stop

I scream, I moan, how can I hold this heat, this passion in? You draw small circles on me you push into me hitting a spot I didn't know I had. I feel you pause. no don't I plead I beg. never. don't stop.

I must be dreaming

This can't be real. I wouldn't know what to do. I would rather die. I would rather die than not share this dream with you.

Or we're undo something

Reality is far beyond my grasp. The air explodes and pushes out the walls. You reach deeper inside me. You're a part of me. Moving in perfect harmony. The room has become a sphere around us. Your sweet lips claim mine fire passing into my mouth. You explore me, I'm putty to you. mold me, own me.

Hey just watcha make me

I arch for you. The intensity increases your body around me. your speed faster, touches shamelessly teasing me. Hands on me moving deftly taking a new hold. Making me gasp for you. I scream for you. You laugh at me softly, my blood rushes to my face. Just when I thought there was no way I could feel better. you prove me wrong.

For I don't fall in love lawlessly

My body pulsates calling out to you. I don't love you.

I must be dreaming

Is this my true fault, inability to love? No love that's pure, no true love. Want, Like the need to drink water, the need...Your hands. Sweat rolls between us and down my face. Your hand still muffles my screams. My moans. My whimpers. I whine to you. You smile and arch at my sound I let the vibration of my humming ride into you. you moan tossing your head back. I want to make you do that more. 'Feel good?' I ask you with a look . 'ah' you reply.

Or pinch me to waking

My tongue touches your hand you buck into me. I move it softly over you. Your salty fingers find their way into my mouth. Not to be out-done you move your hands. And deepen our contact. rip into me, I can feel you inside, below skin. I moan into your finger and begin to suck moving my head gently letting your finger slip in and out.

So undeniably yours

My tongue moves over your finger, adding a soft gentle push. I hear your breath on my ear as you whisper questions about me. You ask how I feel. Does it feel good. The last word encompasses this. This is good. You drag out the word letting you purr it. your tongue feeling so soft and gentle as you nip at my earlobe. I moan. please please please

As long as I'm losing it so completely

There is nothing more to ask for. Please let this go on let it get more intense. Show me tell me how it will feel. I'm gonna rub you. you say. Your words make it worse I can't take it

Euphoria

I arch. My hair falls over my back slick from sweat. Everything yours and mine mingling, between us.

I can't take any more of ya

Rock with me, inside me. you draw this out. Time only adding to the pain, the torture.

Euphoria I can't take any more of ya

You turn my head, claim my lips, Oh please Let me go

Yah I'm losing it

My body tingles desire flooding, me filling me.

I must be dreaming

This isn't happening.

Or we're undo something

Deep you push so deep. Shallow shallow shallow oh please hit me there free me from this...too shallow.

Hey just watcha make me

oh your still so sha...sha...llow...low your hands go low you pull, you twist, your fingers encasing.

For I don't fall in love lawlessly

I can't...I shouldn't...I can't...I can't take it.

I must be dreaming

This is everything...all I want

Or pinch me to waking

Oh if this is a dream let me sleep.

So undeniably yours

Shallow shallow shallow Deep. Oh so deep tearing me asunder sending shivers down my spine.

'call me' you thrum you offer me release

As long as I'm losing

'Ma...' my voice turns to a moan. 'ma..mas...' Your fingers rub the very tip of me...making circles. rubbing slowly in circles.

I'm losing it

'Ma..mas..mas' You deepen your thrust. 'ma' I whimper weakly. You moan into my ear. your wet tongue gently flitting over my neck.

I'm losing everything

I can't take it. I'm there.

I'm losing it

Your body shudders inside me. You beautiful sound reverberating through me.

I'm losing everything

"Mast...mast...' My words match your speeded thrusts. 'Mast..mast.'

I must be dreaming

'Mast' my words become quicker. My mouth begins to move but no words come out

I must be...dreaming

The speed is shocking your body shaking.

I must be

I continue to whisper...so close...so close...

dreaming

I throw my head back air escaping in a speeded rush. 'Master.' I moan it, call it, become it. My whole body shudders for seconds of bliss.

hahhhhh

My whole body goes lax. Released at last. You whisper, your words mimic my thoughts. So safe. and warm in your arms. With you wrapped around me and...gently cupping my cheek, looking at me eyes glazed. Your lips parting begging for me. I softly leaning to kiss you. You submitting to my will. your tongue gently pumping mine, feeling along my entirety. Myself being taunted by the blessing of sleep. Sleep filling my veins, grounding me. your arms around me your breath relaxing and our shared existence slipping into sleep.