One shot song fic by a1

Harry and ginny-angst

"Musical"

harry sits by the window of the common room, it was a cold white winter and in his thoughts

lately im not who I used to be

he thinks of all his rebellious acts against everyone that came out of his sadness

someones gone and taken me where I don't want to go

reminice: harry was transported to voldemorts lair when he touched the twizardy champion ship cup

if I knew exactly what I had to do in order to be there for you when you were feeling low

he remembers the time when he was in the chamber of secrets to save ginny

and all the things we ever wanted were once yours and mine

"ginny ..." if only his life wasn't so complicated, he would have had her, he could have told her the unending feeling he had for her, the feeling he always kept hidden. Throbbing in his torn down heart... the words ...

now I know we can revive it all the love we left

"I love you"

and everytime I kiss I fell you're lips

ginny comes into the common room ... she stopsby the portrait, shocked to see harry, her harry .. Likewise harry jumps to his feet. He sees her, her beautiful red hair blazing by the light of the fire. He comes closer to her. This was it .. this was the moment ... he was going to tell her ... tell her how much she meant to her ...

and everytime I cry I see tou smile

but she backs away ..

and everytime I close my eyes I realize

he stops ..

that everytime I hold you're hand in mine

he extends his hand, giving it one more try ...yes! She accepts ...

the sweetest thing my heart can ever find

she steps closer to him ...

and I have never felt this way

they both smile at each other ...

since the day I gave your love away

but suddenly as harry was about to wrap his arms around her. Ginny backs away fear and embarrassment all mixed up in her face... she lets go of harrys hands and ...

"musical"

runs up to her leaving harry ... alone

save me ive fallen from my destiny

harry couldn't believe it ... what went wrong? ... what did I do? ...

you and I were meant to be ive thrown it all away

a tear drop rolls down from his eyes...

now you're gone its time for me to carry on

he starts going upstairs to his room ...

but baby I just cant go on without you by my side

more tears fill his eyes ...

of all the things we ever wanted were once yours and mine

he reaches his room... he looks at his palm ... he caresses them and remembers the feel of ginnys soft skin upon them

now I know we can revive it all the love we left

he clutches his hands, he remembers the glow in her eyes as he stepped closer to her.

and everytime I kiss I feel your lips

he remembers the tender smile they shared

and everytime I cry I see you smile

he remembers the sudden fear in his face

and everytime I close my eyes I realize

reminisce: she lets go of him and runs away ...

that everytime I hold youre hand in mine

another tear drop builds in harrys face

the sweetest thing my heart could ever find

the words still linger in his mind ... "I love you"

and I have never felt this way

he curses the fact he had to be ... "the- boy- who- lived" he looses all hope ... giving it all up .... He vows never to say the words ....

since the day I gave your love away

"I love you"

-the end-