A/N: I don't own any of big time rush or the guys! I'm just borrowing them and when I'm done I'll return them. Lol! Hope you like it!
"Dear guys,
I want you guys to know how much you mean to me. You guys have always been there. Through thick and thin you guys have helped me so much. So thanks. I'm sorry for leaving, but I cant deal with this. After my parents died from that drunk driver.. I shut you guys out. I know you tried to help and I know you wanted to be there for me. You cant though. If you are you'll see how weak I am. I'm not as strong as James or Kendall or even Logan. You guys can deny it all you want, but you know its true. You guys don't wake up in the middle of the night crying. You don't get scared from horror movies. that's right, I do! I have always been the weaker link. Always messing up in rehearsals and always the last in races. They might seem so small to you, yet to me it all adds up to how weak I am. don't worry over me though. I'll be fine. James continue living your dream of being a pop star. Kendall always continue being the strong leader of the band and on the ice. Last but not least never give up your doctor dream. Your super smart and you'll make it. Good luck in the rest of you guys' life. I love you all and I will always miss you.
Your friend,
Carlos.
Carlos Garcia looked at his neatly printed letter and he laid it on his bed. This was it, he was actually leaving. Months of planning could never of prepared him for this moment.
Carlos looked at the room he shared with James. He would miss it, but he wouldn't come back. He couldn't, all he ever did was hold them back. He had made up his mind, he was done holding everyone back.
Carlos walked out of his room and into the hallway of the palm woods. He looked around at all the people and the doors. Remembering all the fun he once at with his friends. When a thought crept to the back of his mind. 'is this a good idea?'
Only time would tell though. As he made his way out to the parking lot, he took one more glance around. "Goodbye." Carlos whispered as he began walking to the bus. When the bus left the stop, he took his seat and glanced out the window. His old life was gone, the old him was gone. Everything that used to make him happy faded away into complete darkness and left without a care.
Carlos Garcia was gone.
A/N: Well this was something I just thought of.. So I hope you liked it. Please read and review. Sorry for any mistakes. I don't have a beta. But if any of you fanfictioners (if that's even a word. Lol) would like to step up and help me then please PM me and I'll be sure to get back to you.
Again please R&R. hope you guys liked it also if you think it should turn into a chapter story let me know! Sorry it's so short!