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Song Lyrics: Whitney Houston's How Will I Know
Summary: At times, Kahlan Amnell wishes she were an ordinary woman. She needs a sister, a female friend, mom or grandmother to ask for advice.
I am Confessor Kahlan Amnell, not just any Confessor but the Mother Confessor. I was chosen to cross the boundary into Westland to find the great wizard, so that I could deliver the Book of Counted Shadows to the Seeker to aid in his quest to defeat Darken Rahl. I found them First Wizard Zeddicus Zu'l Zorrander and Richard Cypher- Seeker of Truth and something else.
I have been traveling with Richard and Zedd for over six months. When we are not fighting or helping someone that is suffering from Rahl's injustice, I watch Zedd train Richard to use the Sword of Truth. Richard really does have a handsome face, beautiful big brown eyes, and a well-defined physique with chiseled muscles. I am in awe of how he moves during practice, during battle, while hunting, gathering wood, cooking, or doing anything. I know I cannot have a relationship with him but he is so mouth-watering.
There's a boy I know, he's the one I dream of
Looks into my eyes, takes me to the clouds above
Ooh I lose control, can't seem to get enough
When I wake from dreaming, tell me is it really love
I try to keep my ogling inconspicuous but I believe Zedd has seen me watching or has suspicions about my feelings for Richard. I notice how Richard looks at me when he thinks that I am not looking. Could it be that he has begun to develop feelings for me?
How will I know (Don't trust your feelings)
How will I know
How will I know (Love can be deceiving)
How will I know
How will I know if he really loves me
The more we travel together the more my feelings for Richard grow. I often think of what it would be like to act on my feelings and have them return. Am I being selfish in dreaming about a relationship that could never be? Does he share my feelings?
I say a prayer with every heart beat
I fall in love whenever we meet
I'm asking you what you know about these things
How will I know if he's thinking of me
I try to phone but I'm too shy (can't speak)
Falling in love is all bitter sweet
This love is strong why do I feel weak
Oh, wake me, I'm shaking, wish I had you near me now
Said there's no mistaking, what I feel is really love
I cannot help but wonder...
If he loves me, if he loves me not