Thanks for reading my first fanfiction! Don't forget to R&R.
There is a song so you could go on youtube and watch the video if you want its called I hate you I love you and the second song is little do you know
NO sadly i dont own fairy tail or the music... let the fairy tail begin
Lucy's POV
ugggh! I groaned as she sat down in my spot at the bar, as Mira greeted her with a warm smile but that soon turned to a frown when she notice whats wrong with me.
Its about Lissana and Natsu, isn't it? Mira asked with a little frown place on her face, But before I could explain to Mira, Team Natsu cam up to me and ask to talk in private. All Lucy did was slowly nod and got up and followed them out of the door of the guild.
When we got outside i asked, Whats up? Then Natsu simply said in a harsh manner where kicking you off our team so LISSANA can be on our team, tears slowly pricked my eyes as i asked him why with a little stutter in my voice. BECAUSE YOUR WEAK AND YOU WAYS NEED US TO HELP YOU, COMPLAIN ABOUT YOUR RENT, AND ONLY HIDE BEHIND YOUR SPIRITS, YOUR SO WEAK- he stopped when he seen my body trembling and my hair covering my eyes as tears steams down my face. Umm... I'm soo sorry luce i didn't- Natsu was cut off when he herd me yelling at him, NO! I KNOW I'M WEAK AND I'M NOT AS STRONG AS YOU, ERZA,GRAY OR EVEN LISSANA! YES I MAY COMPLAIN A LOT BUT AT LEAST I'M NOT ALWAYS JUDGING PEOPLE BY THERE POWER! after i yelled i slapped him across his dumb looking face and as i walked off i said HOW THE HELL DID I FALL IN LOVE WITH SUCH A JERK! they all stood there natsu holding the red hand mark on his cheek with tears in his eyes.
as i walked inside the guild i went straight into masters office and slammed my right hand with my pink fairytail mark down with tears in my eyes REMOVE MY MARK IM LEAVING THE GUILD I'LL COME BACK ONCE I MAKE MY DREAM A REALITY AND BECOME STRONGER! master only nodded his head , what is this dream of yours? he questioned. I would like to become a singer, replied. would sing a few goodbye songs to guild he asked. i signed and slowly nodded my head yes. he nodded and said we will be getting the stage and the guild ready
ABOUT 45 MINUTES LATER
LUCY ITS TIME! master yelled as i clipped the mini microphone to my shirt and walked out after master git done saying what he needed to say.
I herd people whisper my name in shock and the beat to the music started
felling used but im still missing you,and i can't see the end of this,
just wanna feel your kiss against my lips, and now all this time is passing by but i still can't seem to tell you why
it hurts me every time i see you realize how much i need you
...
I hate you I love
i hate that i love you
don't want to but i can't put nobody else above you, I hate you I love you, I hate that i want you
you want her you need her and i will never be her
as i sung that part i felt tears sting my eyes as i looked at lissana and natsu
...
I miss you when i can't sleep, or right after coffee, or right when i can't eat
i miss you in my front seat
still got sand in my sweaters from nights we don't remember
do you miss me like i miss you?
fucked around and got attached to you
friends can break your hearts too
and im always tired but never of you
if i pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit
I put this reel out but you didn't bite that shit
I type a text but then i never mind that that shit
i got these feelings but you never mind that shit
oh, oh keep it on the low your still in love with me but your friends don't know if you wanted me you would've just said so
and if i were you i would never let me go
i don't mean no harm
i miss you on my arms
wedding bells were just alarms
caution tape around my heart
you ever wonder what we could've been?
YOU SAID YOU WOULDN'T BUT YOU FUCKING DID!
i felt warm tears fall down my face...
lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fixed
now my drinks and my feelings are all fucking mixed
always missing people i shouldn't be missing
sometimes you gotta burn some bridges to create some distance
I know i control my thoughts and i should stop reminiscing
but i learned from my mom(dad) that its good to have feeling
when love and trust are gone
i guess this is moving on
every one i do right does me wrong
so every lonely night i sing this song
I felt as if i was five seconds away from breaking down as i watched lissanna and natsu hug
...
i hate you i love you
i hate that i love you
don't want to but i can't put no body else above
i hate you i love you
i hate that i want you
you want her you need her and i will never be her
...
All alone i watch you watch her
like shes the only girl you've ever seen
you don't care you never did
You don't give a DAMN about me
Yeah all alone i watched you watch her
shes the only thing you've ever seen
how is it you never notice
That you are slowly killing me
...
as i looked a team natsu that now had tears in there eyes as lissana smirked
...
i hate you i love you
i hate that i love you
don't want to but i cant't put no body else above you
i hate you i love you
i hate that i want you
you want her you need her and i will never be her...
As i looked up is seen a crying guild that was clapping and i watched as lissana mouth "I'll kill YOU!"
Okay guys how did you like the story next time ill write more, pinky promise...
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Bye, until next time and i might update late because milestones are coming up..