It was almost time for SummerSlam to begin. It 7:34 right now, to be exact. I was looking myself over in the bathroom mirror.
Stay composed, Mel. You can do this. You can face her...
No...I can't.
I gripped the sink for support, I felt like I was going to fall. My head was spinning and I couldn't even think straight. When I looked at myself in the mirror, I could only see her. I bit my lip.
Don't cry, Mel. You can do this. You can face her...
I felt my knees start to shake, and my legs had gone from powerful weapons, to feeble and pathetic, in a matter of moments. She had that effect of me, and it was definetly something I would curse until the day I died. Her effect on me. It was indescribable. I felt so light headed around her, and I just melted when I heard her peppy, cool, calm...sexy...hot...voice.
Stop it, Mel. You can do this. You can face her...
My knees gave out and I found myself on the floor in a heap. I was a mess, my hair was all tangled, my mascara was running, and my heart was fuckin broken. I leaned against the wall for support to avoid crumbling into pieces. Why did I have to fall for her? Why, why why? She made me feel so great and I fuckin ruined everything.
Outside the bathroom, I heard people rushing around saying 'We can't find Melina anywhere! Where could she be?'
I didn't give a fuck. It didn't matter, nothing mattered! I should just kill myself now, life was pointless without her...
Don't say that, Mel. You can-
Fuck that! There is no way in hell that I'm facing her tonight. It'd be to much, and people would wonder why I'm crying. They might also wonder why I wasn't doing any of my usual moves, because I would purposly be trying to touch her...
I just wanted to touch her one last time...
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"How does this look?" I said in my usual, peppy voice.
Randy looked at me up and down before finally coming to a conclusion "You look beautiful."
I bit my lip and shyly smiled. Randy and I had been dating for 3 years now, and we were currently living together. It felt good to be with a man that I loved. I also love dating, but for gods sake, he could at least suggest that maybe someday me and him get married!
Randy has always been faithful to me, not even accepting hugs from any other women. I could honestly say the same, except, I gladly except hugs from anyone. But I could do that because Randy was never the jealous type, but he knew that I was.
"So...are you ready?" I asked, a little bit shy, as usual.
We were going for a moonlit walk on the beach.
"Only if you are" Randy held out his hand for me to take it.
What a gentleman he was. I gladly took his hand, and he led me out our hotel room door. We were in Virginia, doing a house show in Richmond. Tomorrow afternoon we had to fly out to San Antonio, which I was looking forward to. We were going to stay with Shawn and his wife, hopefully, I could hint to Randy while we were there, that I wanted him the propose!
We were sneaking through the halls of the hotel because we didn't want Vince to catch us. Vince was always so strict about two wrestlers dating, he said it was a 'catastrophe in the making'. Yeah...
Fuck that.
We were almost to the stairs, yes the stairs. Because why would you take the elevator if everyone else does? It's just common sense. Anyway, as we approached the stairs, we heard a voice behind us.
"Hey, what's up?" a girl's voice asked.
A fan? No. It was to casual, and she seemed like she was just passing by, not stalking us or soemthing.
I looked up at him with fearful eyes, before turning to look at the girl approaching us.
A girl who was in a tank top, and jeans was smiling at us. Who was the girl? Mickie James.
"Nothing, just going to hang out or something" I said casually, but my body was tense.
"We're really bored" Randy added.
I slipped my hand out of his hand's firm grip, hoping Mickie hadn't already noticed how our hands were intertwined.
"Mind if I join then?" Mickie asked, looking back and forth between us.
Randy was about to say yes, he minded. But then, I blurted out "No, come on! We're leaving right now."
He looked at me with shocked eyes and he raised an eyebrow. I smiled courageously and without saying anything, I tried to tell him that I knew what I was doing. And I did. I was going to have Mickie hang out with us so that Vince wouldn't suspect anything when we all came back. If Randy was just acting like his old gimmick of somewhat of a pimp, the chances of Vince not caring, would be much higher. I knew this was a good idea.
"Coolness!" Mickie exclaimed "So, where are we going?"
Mickie's eyes were wide and expecting.
"Just down to the beach" I said, exchanging smiles between Mickie and Randy. Although, he still seemed dumbfounded.
"I love going to the beach!" Mickie said, excited as usual. There was a slight squeal in her voice.
She came and stood between me and Randy, wrapping her arm around both of our waists. Randy gently moved her hand away, but I didn't care. I just let her keep her arm there. As a matter of fact, her arm there...actually, felt...good. Comforting. It was an odd feeling. Oh well, that doesn't matter. What matters right now is going to the beach and having a good time. Because, I decided to completly forget about the date me and Randy were supposed to have. Why the sudden change in heart? Well, after Mickie showed up, I realized that I hadn't hung out with my friends in a long time and I needed a girls night out. Maybe I should just tell Randy to stay behind...
"Randy...um, why don't you stay here? With me and Mickie, things could get pretty crazy, and who knows what might happen to you" I said, even though I had only hung out with Mickie a few times.
Randy seemed even more dumbfounded than before, and he looked at me, his eyes asking for an explanation.
"Hey Mickie, why don't you start heading downstairs, I'll meet up with you in a second" I felt Mickie gently pat my side, before her arm slipped away from my waist and she headed downstairs. Oddly, I felt a strange void after Mickie moved her arm. That doesn't matter.
Once I heard Mickie's fast footsteps patting down the stairs, I started talking "I need a girls night out."
Randy nodded "That's understandable..." He still seemed disappointed though. As he was turning away, I grabbed his arm. I wasn't sure if it was instinctivly, or if I was just having a brief moment of insanity, because what came out of my mouth next, was something I never meant to say.
"Hey, maybe after I get back...maybe, you and me could have some fun" I teased, running my fingers across his toned abs. I could still feel the hardness beneath his shirt.
Randy's face brightended "I'll hold you to that."
I flashed him one last sexy, tease, smile, before whipping the door labeled 'STAIRS' open, and bounding down them.
What. The. Fuck! Why did I fuckin say that!? Now, Randy had never put any pressure on me to have sex with him. He knew that I wanted to wait until marriage to have sex (I told him that a year ago, it was supposed to be a hint. I guess he doesn't catch on quickly). I was still a virgin, and somehow, I knew that Randy knew that me and him weren't going to go anywhere past second base tonight.
I wasn't looking where I was going, and as I stepped down onto the next platform, I also stepped on someone's feet. I stumbled over my own feet in attempt to get off theirs, and I pushed the person into a wall, with me pushing against them.
It was only after a few moments that I dared to look at who it was. I slowly lifted my head up to see that it was Mickie. I was pressing against her, with our faces on centimeters apart after I lifted my head up.
"Whoa" I quickly shuffled away from Mickie. I had to fast in collecting myself, I needed to say something before she decided to ditch-
Mickie was laughing "It's okay, sweetie. You seemed distracted though, is there something you want to talk about?"
I looked at Mickie, my face was serious now "I'm fine, and tonight, I just want to have fun."
Mickie grinned "Well that's good, because I'm lots of fun!" She put her arm around my waist. I felt the same comfort come back again and I smiled at the pleasure of it.
"Great! I need to have some fun" I was actually smiling a sincere smile. Damn, I needed this.
Lately, I had been spending so much time sneaking around with Randy, and I knew that it was going to feel good to be able to walk around casually, without caring what people saw.
Thank you, Mickie James.
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