"I'll go…"
Naruto…
I go from what we could have been and will not be, or was, or is...
I will run up to the moment that the sound of your voice is no longer a melody and miss between despair, oblivion and misery...
I will start where I can´t think that I lost everything that might be on your side and will no longer...
No matter I have rediscovered my eyes on your eyes, and that the time you do not seem to mind, simply, I can´t forgive that, one day, in tears, I could have told you and how, when I go, the sound of your heart, I breaking heard...
I'll leave you a new dream and forgetfulness because the dream that you have by my side may not be the one that leave in life you follow and dreamed of having...
Among sunsets full of breezes, I will walk until inside me I can´t find you, but I always know that you'll be stuck in my skin...
Because what once you make me feel, is something that no matter how many reincarnate lives I have, in all, as my own soul, I will take...
It is so easy to remember and you with by simply looking at the sea or the sky, of you looking at me, and a feeling destined to grow but not correspond...
I´ll go because I in hurry to stop think of you and let you go, let you go and you can let me go ... I do not know if it's selfish or think you can do that, but I just want it...
I can´t hold your hand like those days where we could smile with smiles that coming out of our difficult but simply life that we have, and among swirls of despair, pain and death, reached the point where I just want to see you, but I can´t see me…
It's like reaching the horizon of the road of our existence where no are just one world that can get together, because we are anything together in what was be, nothing less in what is... I will regain the sense of the times and slowly, I'll make you think that I just doing this for the good of others, however, I'll will go with hurry for not come back again...
You can wake up one day free of the painful and that I should live with you and do against you, in the desire to just survive...
It´s like that, when you're a demon and you hurt an angel, there´s no expiation and less, a second chance to mend so much pain…
No matter who will fight against me to recover me, I was lost long time ago between the dark coldness of my being that walked away from the warm goodness of yours and there is no turning back... In the life that have been cursed me, I turn around to the person that I love to make him happy and I can´t feel that I can run just to kiss him and only telling how I have keeping for a long time for his being…
I'll go, forgive me, but what I love you have no right to come to you, not only because you didn´t love me or you do, just because, this love will never be...
I´ll go from what we could have been and will not be, or was, or is... From you, Naruto, the man I loved, I love and I will love...