"Jace? " I ask for the tenth time in the last ten seconds " Oh, yeah what did you say? " He said puzzled. " Are you okay? " I ask playing with his golden curls , he nods and smiles. " I just wanted to ask you something " he says all at once " What is it? " His tone worries me a bit. " Hey " I sit on the bed and he sits to " what are you so afraid of ?" I ask and he laughs...nervously? " You" he says not looking at me " Jace on a scale from one to ten, how bad did you screw up? "I ask knowing him, he probably has done something very Jace like and is hiding it.
" Oh my god Clary I did not screw up " He says rolling his eyes " So, what is it? " I ask getting up and he kneels down and all I can do is stare he holds out his hand, I stare some more.What in holy hell is that? , he laughs one of his all brightening smiles " Give me your damn hand I am trying to ask you to marry me " I slowly put my hand in his. " Clarissa Adele Fairchild, I had this whole speech planned for this thing but I... The first time I met you, you were nothing more than a stranger and a pretty face but...now you are my entire life . You are the first face I want to see and the last thing I think about. You are the reason why I am alive, quite literally and you just never give up on me...not even when I give up on myself. You are the light inside my eyes. I love you more than I thought could be possible to love someone. So, today I am asking you" I was a sobbing mess by now, my whole body was trembling " Will you marry me? Be mine,for today, tomorrow and every day of my life."He looks at me he is not smiling but his eyes, looking into them I see it, I could literally see that what he said was true,he did love me "Please, marry me Clary " I kneel down and stroke his face " Yes" I whisper, he looks at me and slowly pushes the herondale ring down my finger, keeping his eyes on me the entire time and I am smiling like an idiot and I know it and before I can say something he has grabbed me and is kissing me passionately and I return it. His hands move to my waist as he kisses me neck slowly and I moan loudly and " I love you, Mrs.Herondale " I can't help but smile "This is going to escalate really quickly " He whispers in my ear and if that isn't the sexiest thing I have heard in my entire life, I don't know what is ?
I wake up to see Jace he was asleep his,i slowly took his hand in mine and I kissed his knuckles and then I notice the ring shining on my fingers, it was so beautiful, it was golden with a twinge of silver with an emearld and then there was the herondale crest. He was still sleeping, my Jace, my fiance. I slowly pull Jace's shirt out and was looking for my shirt when I felt a light touch on my bra " What are you doing? " I ask as his fingers move from my bra to my neck " I think we have some unfinished business " He says, the goosebumps stared raising on my hands " I wouldn't call last night 'unfinished' " I chuckle nervously. Don't get me wrong I have had sex with him, a lot of time but he touching me still made me hyperventilate. He pulls me back and I am kissing him "I have a question? " I ask and he laughs "What is it? Mrs. Herondale " He says putting me down " I am not Mrs. Herondale now as I can still cancel " I mock " Don't you dare " He growls " So, after marriage what surname do I use? " I ask and he looks confused "You have so many I mean Wayland, Lightwood and then there is Heron-"He kisses my cheek " I love you " I see his eyes and they are shining " I love you too"
