FULL SUMMARY: "Eren stared at the knife in his hand, tears mixed with blood ran down his cheeks as he fumbled with his phone to dial the local suicide hotline he looked up. Vision to blurry from tears, he didn't notice that he dialed the wrong number. The phone rung three times before the other line picked up before the other person could answer, Eren spoke, "P-Please tell me why I shouldn't c-cut my wrist open right n-now! Please t-tell me it wasn't my f-fault m-mom died! Please tell me that a-at least s-someone likes me! T-Tell me why I shouldn't kill myself right here and now!" The other line was silent for several seconds. Finally, a familiar voice answered, "E-Eren... Is that you?" He froze with shock. "L-Levi..?"

So yeah, I was orginally making this to earn a place as a beta for my favorite author, I didn't eve get to finish it and I got the part. This was supposed to be a oneshot, but not anymore! SO, ENJOY!

Eren stared at his reflection in the bathroom mirror, his face was completely clear of blemishes of any kind, unlike the rest of his body. His arms were covered in scars from self-infliction and many years of abuse, his legs, and back are covered in scarred welts from switches and belts.

"Why me?" he continued to stare in the mirror as tears slowly streamed down his face. "It wasn't my fault that mom died!" His fist shot forward and connected with the glass, shattering it into pieces, big and small alike; he eyed the shards from the mirror.

'Maybe,' he thought, 'Maybe if I kill myself, I'll get to see her again.'

"NO!" Eren screamed, his hands coming up to yank on his unruly chocolate locks as his back slammed into the closed bathroom door. "She wouldn't want me to do it! She would be so disappointed if I did!" He sobbed harder, the blood from his knuckles slowly starting to dry in his beautiful hair, turning it into clumps of rusty brown locks.

"EREN! You useless piece of shit, what is with all that noise!?"

Eren froze, terror quickly filling his body. How could he forget that his father was downstairs! Eren quickly scrambled to get up, unlocking the bathroom door and running to his bedroom door, throwing it open just in time to see his father reach the top of his steps. Grisha's face was furious.

"What was that noise, and what did you do to your hand!" Grisha marched forward and grabbed Eren by his blood matted hair and slammed his head against the wall. Eren vision was spotted black as he felt a warm liquid slowly trek down the back of his neck as he looked into his father's vicious green eyes.

"I'm sorry, Sir, I was walking into my bathroom and tripped, my hand smashed into the mirror during my fall." His beautiful mismatched eyes continued to shed tears of agony and sorrow.

"Well, you better fucking make sure you clean up the mess!" Grisha glared at Eren before releasing his grip to turn around and stomp down the steps. He heard a door slam, so he presumed that Grisha went into his study.

'I'm so lucky that he wasn't drunk, it could have been a lot worse.' He turned around and stumbled back into his room and collapsed onto his bed, his vision fading into darkness.

'I'm so glad Mikasa is out with Annie.' Was his last thought before he was consumed by the dark world of unconsciousness.

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Eren's eyes opened at the insistent beeping of his alarm clock. He looked around his room in confusion, eyes bleary with sleep. His gorgeous mismatched eyes widened as he remembered that today was Monday and it was currently 8:00 am. "Fuck! I'm gonna be late!" Eren scrambled up out of bed and rushed to his shower before he could get any further than five steps, his vision swam and he stumbled into his desk.

"Shit, I forgot about that." He muttered quietly to himself as he slowly straightened himself and gently rubbed the back of his head before walking to his bathroom and into his shower. He hardly let the water warm as he scrubbed at himself furiously, running his fingers through his hair, hands lathered with soap; the water running down his body tinted pink. He glanced down at his body before quickly looking back up. Disgusting. His shower lasted a total of eight minutes, he quickly got out and scrubbed himself dry with a fluffy towel and then ran back to his room to get dressed. His choice of clothes today consisted of a black hoodie, dark red skinnies, and his black knee-length, lace-up combat boots. He took a quick peek out of his window and saw that his fathers and sisters car was gone; he's always favored her more.

Eren ran downstairs, grabbing his backpack along the way, he looked to make sure he had everything before running out the door to Shiganshina High School. Arriving at school with five minutes to spare, he made his way to his Algebra II classroom and sat down at his shared table. One minute before the bell rings walked in his best friend since childhood, Levi Ackerman. He shot Levi a small smile and received one in return. Levi sat down in his seat right when the bell rang; the teacher gave him a disapproving look.

"Mr. Ackerman, could you please start coming to class earlier like the rest of your classmates?" She asked Levi with a stern glare. "No, I still make it on time, do I not?" Levi smirked as the teacher huffed and turned around to begin teaching. "You're going to be late on of these days, Lele, " Eren leaned over and whispered in Levi's ear as the teachers back were towards them. It honestly sucked to be in the very front. "Then she will have a reason to get on to you."

"Like I'd care. Really, 'Lele'?" Levi looked back at him with deadpanned gunmetal eyes. Eren smiled at Levi teasingly, amusement sparkling in his dual-colored eyes.

"Yes, of course. I'll never stop calling you that, it's just so cute!" Eren chuckled softly. Levi's eyes widened before quickly looking away with a light pink dusting his cheeks. ' No way did Levi just blush!?' Eren's eyes widened and he stared at Levi in disbelief. "Did you just blush?" He asked his best friend shocked. "No, you damn brat." Levi turned back and glared at Eren although the glare had no real venom.

"Sure you didn't." Eren teased again; Levi rolled his eyes and smiled softly. The rest of the class period was spent actually paying attention to the lesson being taught to them.

The bell finally was rung, signaling it was time for their next class. Levi walked out of the classroom with Eren in tow. Before he could walk away, Levi stopped him, "Oi, Brat, Hanji wants you to sit with us at lunch today." Eren looked at Levi confused. "What for?" Levi shrugged in response, "I have no clue, probably to convince you to let them experiment on you or some shit." It was all a complete lie, but Eren didn't need to know that. Levi just missed the little shit and wanted to spend time with him. "Alright, I'll join you guys today then. See you at lunch." Levi nodded in return before turning around and walking off.

The next class seemed to pass by like a blur for Eren, he was shocked out of his daze when the lunch bell rang. He got up, grabbed his bag, then made his way to the lunchroom. He walked into the lunchroom and spotted a familiar undercut of raven black hair sitting at a table near the back of the room along with two other people he recognized as Erwin and Hanji. He grabbed a tray and walked between numerous tables, just as he was about the reach Levi's table, a foot shot out and tripped him. He dropped the tray on the floor of the cafeteria and stumbled to catch his grip on the table the foot came from.

"Have a nice trip, Yeager?" An obnoxious voice questioned him as he stood up slowly. He turned around to look at the horse-faced bastard who tripped him. "Shut the fuck up, Horse-face, go nay somewhere else." He stepped over his forgotten food to walk away. All the noise had caught the attention of Levi's table, the said person was currently shooting daggers at Jean's face. "WHAT WAS THAT?!" A hand clamped down on his shoulder and turned him around roughly, fed up, Eren turned with the pull and drew his fist back before launching it forward right at the bastard. A sickening crunch greeted the impact to Jean's nose. Jean yelled in pain before returning a punch right to Eren's cheek bone. The teachers who were watching over the lunchroom quickly ran to them before the fight could continue. They pulled the two apart and dragged the two of them to the principal's office, the last thing Eren saw before the doors closed was Levi's concerned face.

Eren and Jean were sitting in front of Principal Shadus, who was looking at them with disappointed eyes. "Mind telling me what started this mess," He questioned, leaning forward and placing his hands on his desk. "Eren, why don't you go first?" Shadus looked Eren in the eyes. "Well, Sir, I was minding my own business when I was walking by Jean's table when he stuck his foot out and tried to trip me, I told him I wasn't in the mood to deal with him, so I tried to walk away but he grabbed me by the shoulder and pulled me back, so I punched him, Sir,." Eren finished up his explanation, looking at Shadus, Eren stared him firmly in the eyes. "Hmm, is that true, Jean?" He raised an eyebrow, daring him to lie. Jean sighed, "Yes, Sir, it is true." He nodded and looked at him both.

"Well, since Eren threw the first punch, I'll have to call your father to come pick you up, and since it was also a form of self-defense, you'll be suspended for one day, understood?" Eren nodded, albeit very stiffly at the mention of his father. "Now, Jean, what you did was counted as bullying, and since you also threw a punch, you'll be suspended for a week. Now go sit outside while I inform your parents." They both nodded and stood up to walk out the door and to take a seat in the chairs outside the office. When he walked out, he saw Levi waiting for him. "Oh, hey Levi, what are you doing here?" Eren questioned confused.

"I came to see how you're doing, Brat." Levi walked up to him and grabbed his face gently, turning it side to side slowly, inspecting every inch of his face. "I'm fine, Lele. Don't worry." Levi lets go of his face and sat beside of him, talking to him quietly, ten minutes passed and Eren saw his father walking down the hall towards him. Eren got up and turned towards Levi. "Well, I have to go, I'll see you Wednesday?" Levi nodded and bid him goodbye and walked to the class he was currently skipping.

Eren stepped out of the car and walked into the house, he nervously walked over to the couch and sat down to wait for his father. He was sure he was getting a good beating. His father walked in, locked the front door back and marched towards Eren and grabbed him by his hair and threw him to the ground and started kicking him in his stomach.

"You stupid shit! You had to go and start fights now! What would your mother say?!" Grisha screamed down at Eren harshly. Eren didn't bother to reply, it would be no use, that and it's hard to talk with a foot slamming down onto your ribs. He wheezed painfully as Grisha kicked him one more time in the back before walking away into his study.

Eren got up and stumbled his way up to his room and into his bathroom, and sat down on the closed toilet; he leaned over to rummage through his sink drawer and grabbed out his razors. He painfully took off his hoodie and set it at his feet before dragging the razor horizontally over his arm multiple times, by the time he was finished, he had seven new cuts running along his arm. He got up and walked over to take a quick shower. Once he finished, he dried up, wrapped his arm, and slid on a pair of boxers, sweats, and a long sleeved shirt before falling painfully onto his bed and promptly fell into the darkness known as sleep.