A/N: Remus/ Sirius, Slash. I was listening to this and jst wrote. I hope you like it! :)
Disclaimer: I am not J.K or Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.
Kay, i hope you like my drabble songfic
I feel something deep inside me and I can't let this go, whoa
Sirius Black clutched at his bottle of Fire whiskey
Lie, as I try to steer clear and I try to stay sober
It was Christmas at number 12 Grimmauld Place and he could see Remus Lupin across the room, chatting to Nymphadora Tonks
This is taking over me
Padfoot stared at the werewolf, his best friend for years and the boy and now man he had been in love with for too many years to count
And my dreams complicate it
He's looking at Sirius now, wondering why the man is looking so distraught
I see you coming my way, dreams may fall more every day, But I see you looking my way
Sirius goes pale as Remus walks towards him with concern in his eyes
And I've tried just to separate dreams from reality, try to satisfy this wanting, try to stay righteous, try to stay sober, but then I can't win
Sirius took another swig of his fire whiskey as Remus asked him if he was okay
And I know you, and I know you, and I know you…
"Yeah, I'm fine" Sirius grinned winningly at his best friend
…Lie!