Hi everyone well this is my first Gravitation and Yaoi fic.
I really hope everyone enjoys it and please don't be to hard on me
Pairing - Shu/Yuki
Disclamer - I do not own Gravitation much to my dissapintment

Chapter one of Feeling Lonely

Shuichi let a small puff of air escape his petite mouth in boredom. As it was a Saturday it was his day off and here he was sat outside his lovers offices after being roughly thrown out. Shuichi let his eyes wonder up and down the door with an irritated expression.Yuki seemed to give more attention to that dammed laptop than he did him. With an enormous amount of energy Shuichi manage to heave himself up from the cool hard wood floor of the apartment. He shuffled over to the couch and threw himself onto the softness of the object wishing that it was his Yuki that he was snuggling up to. Yuki's heat that engulfed him in warmth. His dreams vanished when the sound of typing filled the silent room. He would not be getting attention from his lover tonight.

With that last thought the small pink haired singer slept. In the moonlight one glittering tear fell from his closed eyes.

( Change of scene )

Behind the closed door a golden eyed blond sat staring at the screen not really seeing what was in front of him. Instead he strained his ears to hear his petite lover falling not so softly onto his coach. To his utter amazement he heard no sound that suggested the singer was still awake. No T.V, no movement, no sound what so ever. Why was the hipper active brat not trying to get his attention? Yuki dismissed it and began his typing once again he should be grateful for the silence. But why this odd feeling?

"shit" Yuki hissed, what the hell was wrong with him. The brat had defiantly got to him.

He pushed the 'del' button and watched as it cleared the screen of his lovers name.

( Change of scene )

Shuichi's eyes slowly fluttered open as to try to get used to the bright light that shone onto his face. Using one arm he gently pushed himself up to a sitting position just in time to see Yuki walk in from the kitchen with a cup of coffee in his delicate hand. Shuichi opened his mouth to speak but the tired look on Yuki's face stopped the words form forming. His lover briefly glance his way before walking straight to his office and closing the door firmly behind him. Shuichi couldn't bring himself to move for the moment, this had been going on for almost a week now and he was getting tired of it. Yuki would always act like this when a deadline was near. Shuichi hated how Yuki took advantage of him, thinking that he would always be there just for his pleasure. He wanted Yuki to tell him how much he meant to him once in a while, but he doubted that would happen. A hand was brought up to Shuichi's chin in a thinking pose. Yuki was not the type person who would just tell him he loved him or that he even cared for him, he wasn't the type of person to tell anyone anything personal. Shuichi was at a loss with what to do. Maybe he should leave Yuki be for a while and make him see what it was like to be left alone by the one you love. Shuichi's eyes sparkled with delight at his idea.

" That's it. Okay starting today I will try and leave Yuki alone however hard that may be, I will try" With a nod of his head it was done and decided.

Maybe he should get a laptop to keep himself preoccupied. It seemed to keep Yuki occupied.

"Yea!…oh how smart of me he he " he praised himself for the brilliant idea feeling all giddy inside. With a smile now plastered on his face, Shuichi jumped up and off the coach. He visibly trembled after feeling a chill run up his abdomen then gave his shirt a tug down, it must have ridden up in his sleep. A tune filled the room as one singer made his way to the showers with a slight skip in his walk.

( Change of scene )

Yuki sat frustrated in his plain office as he listened to Shuichi singing his little heart out in the shower. He hated how much the brats voice had grown on him, he actually like hearing it, of course this would never be told to the singer himself but never the less the famous "Bad Luck" singer had pushed his way into his heart.

" my heart?…I don't even love the brat" Even as the words came out his mouth every fibre of his being knew it was a lie. Yuki didn't understand, why him why that stupidly annoying cry baby, and why did he have to be so adorably cute and sexy all at the same time. The only one who made him so…warm when ever he was near...

Yuki rubbed his tired eyes and turn the laptop off closing the lid with click. He was no longer in the mood to write about romance when he felt so confused himself. Once again the lush voice hit is ears which made his lips curl into a small smile. Yuki wouldn't admit it to anyone but he was scared shit less of the affect his pink haired lover had on him. Not one, of his past lovers ignited such a reaction from him it was normally just the pleasure he got from them that attracted him.Yes it was all about his pleasure not theirs. His.

Yuki let out a deep throated chuckle. Yet when it was Shuichi that was concerned he seemed to care more about what pleasure he brought to his little lover and the erotic moans that he could get out of him that sent him over he edge, than his own pleasure. Shuichi change him. But why could he never show his feelings? Was he afraid?

What was he afraid of?

( Change of scene )

Shuichi ruffled his hair in the mirror and was happy with what he saw. He was dressed in a pair of shorts that fitted comfortably around his hips, his shirt was baby blue and clung to him nicely showing his petite structure. Shuichi grinned this outfit would work like a charm.

" hmmm… I think I'll ask Hiro to help me pick out a nice laptop I don't think he's doing anything today." With a nod of his head he had planed what to do today since he wouldnt be spending it with Yuki.

After inspecting himself again in the mirror Shuichi made his was to the living room just in time to see Yuki leave his office with what he guessed was an empty cup of coffee. Even after being up all night Yuki still looked gorgeous with his hair slightly covering his golden eyes. Shuichi bit his lips it was going to be hard not to run and kiss his lover.

" hmmm kissing him might be good for the plan" Shuichi mumble under his breath while eyeing his handsome lover.

Yuki halted when he spotted Shuichi coming out of the bathroom. The singer looked innocently sexy his hair was ruffled and the shirt that covered him showed off his toned but small frame. Yuki's breathing got heavy when his lover bit his lower lip lightly. Lust filled his eyes, he was ready to pounce. However Shuichi beat him to it, when Yuki suddenly felt his lovers soft body pressed against him, he held back a moan. Shuichi's small arms came up to encircle his neck loosely with one hand tortuously playing with his hair.

" Morning Yuki" Whispered Shuichi his warm breath playing on the older mans lips before he gently pushed his soft lips to Yuki's. Shuichi massaged their lips together slowly, enjoying how the novelist applied more pressure and very soon used his tongue to run across his lower lip.

Shuichi opened his mouth and allowed his lover to explore him. Their tongues rubbed together as to slowly tasted each other. Skilled hands started to run up and down Shuichi sides which caused him to moan into Yuki's mouth. Finally Yuki stopped his teasing and rested his hands on Shuichi's tight derrière. However their kiss got even more heated and both where losing breath fast. Sensing that Yuki would soon take their actives to the next level Shuichi pulled away making their lips part with a wet smack.

" Sorry Yuki I have to go" Shuichi smiled than kissed Yuki lightly and left just as quickly.

Once the door was shut gently behind him Shuichi let out a big sigh. His hands came to cup his heated cheeks.

" That was hard" breathed the singer

Separating himself from his skilled lovers lips took all the will power he had. Yuki's hard toned body and hands had tortured him with desire.This was going to be even harder than he first anticipated. However his plan was already taking affect, Yuki's face showed signs of confusion probably because it was the first time he had ever pulled away from Yuki first. A big grin appeared when Shuichi thought of what Yuki must be thinking now.

" This may be hard but what fun its going to be" The singer smirked, his lover was going to be thourally teased this week.

( Change of scene )

Yuki was left standing alone, his lips were still moist and tingling from the kiss. The cup of coffee he carried out was on the floor by his feet. What the hell just happened?

" Did he just…" Yuki was very frustrated at the moment partly because he was sexually frustrated but mostly because he was confused.

His mind was still in a daze. Shuichi's warmth had now completely left him but his taste and smell remained slowly torturing him. Was that really Shuichi?

The apartment fell slilent again as one novelist stood alone his mind only on one person...

Shuichi Shindo

My first chapter done!