Watashi wa Kodawari Aishiteruyo:

I'll Love You For Good

Wow. My first fanfic ever!

Every chapter will be a different ship, just so y'know. Warning: I do not own any characters, places, storylines, or even the story! Except for this fanfic!

Spoilers!

I: Gin and Rangiku

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"GIN!" the blonde-haired beauty yelled as her first love was dying in front of her. It was a true heartbreak. Possibly one that'll stay with her for all her life.

"No! Gin! Stay with me!" She kept yelling, even though she knew that the chances of this man staying with her this time was very small.

"You can't do this to me! Don't do this to me Gin! No! Stop leaving me behind without even a word of good-bye!" She yelled, surprising even herself as her true feelings came out. She didn't even know how long these feelings were with her, but all she knew was that the man she loved was going to leave her and never come back.

She began to cry as he began to say something. As if scared that the last words that she'd ever hear from him were going to be words that she wouldn't be able to handle. Not even in a million years.

"Rangiku, I'm sorry. I couldn't do it. I promised that you wouldn't cry anymore, and here I am. Dying pathetically as you cry over my useless self."

The man said, surprising the woman. 'What'd he just say?' the woman thought. 'Did he just... apologize?' "No Gin, you aren't useless! Not to me! Your everything to me!" She cried. 'Don't call yourself useless. Quit doing that! Quit doing stuff that I don't like!' She thought.

"Rangiku, it didn't work." the dying man said.

"Huh?" the weeping woman asked, confused.

"In the end, I couldn't take back what was stolen from you."

"What?" the woman asked, crying even more than she ever had.

"Ah, I knew it. I'm glad, that I said sorry." the man said before taking his final breath.

"Gin?" the woman asked. "Gin?! Gin!" the woman asked again, this time realizing the one thing that she never wanted to happen at all.

"No. No..no...no! No! Nooo!" she yelled. All that had happened was all so heart wrenching. Even more heart wrenching then when the man had left with his killer. All of it was truly heartbreaking.

She couldn't stop her tears at all. They just kept coming. They wouldn't stop at all. All the tears that the beautiful woman had been hiding all that time had finally come out, and they weren't ready to be stopped at all. Especially the tears of her aching heart.

Her chest grew tighter as her love had gradually grew colder. Her chest grew tighter with every minute that her love disappeared. Her head ached as she thought about this man no longer being apart of the universe. Her head and heart ached as she thought about Gin Ichimaru being nothing more than a memory.

[three hours later]

Upon hearing the news of Aizen's defeat, the honey-blonde found herself calming down. Soon her tears stopped coming out as she thought about her love's murderer finally being held accountable for all his wrong doings. And she hoped one of the many reasons why he would be arrested would be for all the pain that he had caused her, as she was one of the people who had the most scars.

She looked up to the sky and silently said an eternal thank you to Gin Ichimaru, her first and only love for at least forever.

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Well, that's the end of chapter one. For those who don't know what chapters this chapter was set in, please go to chapters 416 and 417.

I hope you liked it! And if you didn't, then Deal With It! I don't give a crap about your criticism about my story that I'm working hard on! In other words, if ya hatin' on my story, be a hater raider somewhere else! No one cares about your negative thoughts at all!