If this is love…..?
Fletcher's POV
Friday. That was the day that I had chosen.
Finally after 3 years I was finally going to tell Chyna how I felt.
For the last week I had battled my self conscience on whether or not I should do it.
Could you blame me? I wasn't even sure if Chyna felt the same way.
I constantly thought about the embarrassment of the possible rejection that I faced, Was it really worth it?
Yes, I couldn't stand just being friends. It hurt to see her date, it hurt to see her love.
She had no idea how much pain she caused me; she constantly broke my heart then fixed it…I was unsure as to where we stand.
The truth was that Chyna was the one who held me back; I couldn't love another. As much as I tried I couldn't move on. She was always there. Every time I stared into her eyes I was enchanted.
That gleam upon her almond iris did not descend from a forest or the sea but from the darkness of the night, they glittered and shined as stars did; No eyes were like her's, her's were perfect.
Knowing Chyna changed me. I was no longer the clueless 11 year old, I had definitely grow a few feet since then.
"Hey Chyna" I said
I had just spotted her by her locker.
"Hiya Fletcher" she said with a hug.
I love her hugs. So much comfort and joy.
"What's up" she asked
"Oh I wanted to ask you something" I then said.
"Well ask away Quimby" She said jokingly.
Her jokes . Thoughtless yet humorous.
"Well I wanted to_ " I stopped.
Chyna's eyes were faced the other way.
Her glance went upon another.
I saw then glimmer, I saw then sparkle, I saw her getting mesmerized . She was in love….obviously.
Not with me but with another.
I hadn't realized until that moment that the look on her face was more than familiar…I gave her that look countless times.
"Chyna" I said bringing her back to reality.
"Huh…Oh continue" She said now focused
Why would I confess knowing we had no chance? One sided relationships never work out.
I had love Chyna for so long and had no chance; I should've given up from day one.
"Chyna I L- …..ask him out" I said
"Really? You think he likes me?" Chyna asked
"He'd be crazy if he didn't" I said. She blushed.
"Thanks Fletcher you're amazing" Chyna said to me. I immediately felt a pair of lips on my left cheek. This caused me to smile. With that the one I had loved was gone.
Yes, I had loved Chyna and it killed me to let her go. But as they say if you love something set it free and it might just come back to you.
"Hey Fletcher"
I looked around to startled to see a smiling blonde.
"Hi Olive" I said awkwardly
"So I guess you and Chyna are officially a 'thing' now" Olive said to me
"It didn't work out" I said sadly.
I looked down the hall to see Chyna mingling with her crush. Olive did as well.
"Oh well….her loss" Said Olive Slightly angered.
I chuckled, typical Olive.
"Hey how bout I buy you some Ice cream?" I asked
"I'd like that" she said smiling.
With that we left.
Love is confusing,
Love is strange,
You know when you have it,
You know when you lost it.
I know now that it wasn't meant to be between me and Chyna.
It'll take time to fully get over her but I will….eventually
And who's to say that there's not someone out there that I like now.
A certain blonde; When one door closes another one opens.
Authors note:
This is my first one shot yay, I loved it so please review…umm I'm not sure if this is Folive or Flyna it's kind of both…. It was still really fun to do…..