Author's Note: Alright, so I've decided to start a new fic! I'll still be updating Second Time Around and Isn't It Lucky? Frequently. I'll probably do one of those every other update things. But I promise I'll update whenever I can. Anyways, this fic focuses on Jason. It's supposed to be him, looking back on his life with Courtney and their daughter. So it's going to be in his point of view. I hope you guys enjoy it!
My life has been difficult. There is no doubt about that. There have been many ups and many downs. But overall, I consider myself the luckiest man on earth. I have a breathtakingly beautiful wife, and an amazing daughter. We've all had our fair share of problems and certainly fights. In the end though, we got through it because that's what families do. And I know that I don't deserve either of them, but I was blessed. And that's an understatement. I love my family so much that it hurts. And now that they're gone, I want to share my story:
I married my wife on October 13, 2003. That was after Lorenzo Alcazar kidnapped her from South America, after Ric Lansing tortured her, after she lost the baby, after she got addicted to Hydrocodone. We had gone through hell and back, more than once. But our love was strong, and it was tested, as Sonny had told us it would be… "Your love will be tested. The strongest loves are…" Little did I know, or anyone for that matter, that Sonny's words would be some of the truest words that I have ever heard. Courtney, Emma, and I, we were tested. Tested more than any other family probably should be. But I knew that one day I would have to pay for my sins somehow. That day just came sooner than I expected. It shouldn't have happened to them. I would give anything to go back in time, to save them. I know that I can't. Courtney, she was only 43. And my baby girl was only 22. My family was taken from me, because of what I do for a living. God was finally making me pay for my sins. I just wish he could have found some other way…
Author's Note 2- Do you think I should continue? Let me know.