This is my attempt at an OUAT fanfiction. I just wanted to experiment a little because I couldn't get my head around the palpable attraction that was sizzling underneath the kiss Emma and Killian shared.
That kiss, the kiss Emma had bestowed upon him was all consuming. Killian felt at odds with himself. He hadn't felt something like this since Milah and that was what caused some internal battle within him. He had in a way gotten revenge for Milah, sure the damn crocodile was still alive but he had poisoned him and brought him close to death and that counted right? Emma was slowly taking over his mind and heart; he needed so badly for his revenge to be sated otherwise he would not have anything to hide behind when it came to moving on. He had loved Milah with his whole heart and he was not about to move on without honouring her memory first and if bringing her killer to the point of death did not count he would be lost once again to the clutches of madness and revenge.
Emma was something else, a surprise to him when he had first met her. Killian was not expecting the love child of Snow White and Prince Charming to be so... So different from what he expected her to be. A firecracker and not at all like her parents. She was exactly what Pan called her, a lost girl. Not because she had grown up feeling lost and abandoned but because she had lost the life she was supposed to lead. But then she wasn't a lost girl... no she was more than that. She was a lost princess, a pawn that was discarded off the board. Left to learn to defend herself she was pirate material much like Milah had been but Emma was again more than that.
Killian didn't know what to do. Did he tell her that the man she had loved in her younger years was alive and in fact on this island or did he betray her trust in secret so he could have a sliver of a chance with the feisty lost princess. What would he want if it were the other way 'round? What would he do if it were Milah alive and on the island and it was Emma that had the secret? What would he do then? It was a tough call to make and he knew it wouldn't be easy either way. Emma would suspect something eventually and what would happen if Pan revealed he knew that Baelfire was alive and on the island? Emma would never let him near her again if Pan told her he knew the whole time about Baelfire. Bloody Pan and his mind games.
Killian had come to a decision and he would be damned if it lost him Emma but he would not let Pan win; Killian would tell Emma about her lost lover. He knew that in telling her he would lose the chance to be with her but he would rather have her in his life happy than having her hate him. So he made his way over to where Emma was sitting by the campfire Charming had set up. "I'm not in the mood to have you try and get a repeat of before Hook so back off please." Emma was brooding at the fire so Killian sat next to her and sighed. This was going to be tough on him. He was about to lose his chances with her. "It's not about that love, although that was a heck of a kiss no... Pan came to me with some news and as much as it kills me to say I don't want you to hate me. I may be a pirate but I have feelings and I enjoy your company," he lifted his head from staring at the fire to look at her and he found her staring back at him so he took the time to commit how she looked in this moment to his memory, "Pan told me that Baelfire or Neal as you call him is alive and on this island."
Emma looked like she had just been shot. She looked at Killian now with such sad eyes and then all of a sudden she was up and walking away not sparing a glance back at Killian who sat watching her walk away with a look of loss written over his face...
So what did you think? Please feel free to give a review and who knows I might continue with this it just depends...