This is my Thrid FanFic and I wanted to see how Dark and Light mesh together. They Probably would make Cookies and Cream Ice cream... Yummm :3 xD
Don't own the Maximum Ride series or it's characters because they belong to the awesome James Patterson. And if I did own them there would be too much smut mixed with yaoi, yuri, incest and other shizz. :3
Fang's POV~
Drowning in my sorrow seemed to be the best idea right about now. I didn't want to though, but every part of my body was commanding me to drink until the sun came up and showed me that the night had been wasted away. Something stopped me for while from doing it but still didn't completely take away my will to go on with my earlier plan. Every time I replayed the scene in my head, the outcome still didn't make sense no matter how I looked at it. I tried to see what it was that I did or said to make him storm off like that, I mean it was really odd even for Iggy to leave all of a sudden. Even if he couldn't see, he dashed out the house like nothing and if i wasn't mistaken I even saw a glitter in his eyes like if he was going to cry.
'Maybe I should go and talk to him and see what's bothering him or to figure out whats on his mind', that seemed like a better solution. But if that didn't work, there was a spot calling for me at the bar down the street.
Iggy's POV~
I hated the fact that Fang said that! Even Angel shared a look of surprise, that I refuse to show upon my face. And the fact that she could read my mind added to my misery. Yeah I know what you're thinking. Why am I acting like a little bitch.
Well...
Earlier this night, me and the gang were at this party Ella was throwing and everyone was mingling except for me and Fang. I really didn't mind, I had the hugest crush on him and he always seemed to try to get away from Max and always found a way to drag me away with him. We ended up on the bottom of the stairs just talking to random chicks that come up to us and try to take me away from Fang to do 'hang out' with them. Of course I turned them down, because it was all part of Max's plan. We see her talking to groups of girls and seconds later they come up to me with similar stories. It was really sad that she tried that hard to do it and sometimes I wish we could just stamp a sign on her forehead that states 'DESPERATE' , maybe that would make her crawl into a little hole and zip it.
After a while, a girl comes up to us and she looks pretty nice and timid, it almost seemed like she was going to break if you tried to touch her. She asks us if we were gay...' O.o Wtf?! This is the randomest shyt I have heard today. And trust me I have heard weirder and randomer shyt then this, but seriously!'
My cheeks felt so red that I felt like I was boiling and I did my best to hide it behind my hair and I was about to speak to her but Fang beat me to it.
"We're just bros, Love. Best friends til the end, bros before hoes, you know the usual shinanigans.", he said.
In that moment, I felt that my heart had just stopped and started to crumble and the blood that was suppose to circulate through it started to just bleed on top of whats left of it.
For some reason my body was acting on its own, like my mind wasn't in control and I just started to get up and leave. I didn't know where and the more I thought about it, the faster I had to get out of there. It was as if I couldn't breathe and the only way I could get oxygen was to get away from everyone. I booked it and as soon as I was outside and away from everyone, I spread my wings and soared into the air. The wind felt so good through my feathers, it almost felt like ages since I flew. Ever since we started to live a somewhat 'normal' life, none of us ever saw the need to use our wings anymore, but some release from everything and everyone felt really good.
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First thing's first, I have to figure out where Iggy would of gone to. To be honest he could be half way around the globe for all I know, but at the same time I dont think he would of gone that far from us but maybe far enough for it to be secluded. I wonder how hard could it be to find a blind guy with wings...Blind guy.
Huh...you know now that I though about it a little bit, it almost seemed like yesturday that we were being called kids and Ig used to be called the blind kid. Just thinking about how much he has grown really astounds me. I mean he went from being a very lean, flat kid to a very tall guy, he even grew a very well built six pack and pecks, even his hair grew out and he almost looks like a character from a manga, you know the ones that were suppose to be in a mob or mafia or something. But even so, he was so cool, suave and just the thought of him without his shirt, just showing off his body made my mouth water an-...
'WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT ?! Why would I think of him like that? And now that I think about it more, I keep remembering what the girl asked us, and how Ig went still for a while, and when I answered the girl, he just reacted...Maybe thats what...'
Oh... Now that explains alot. I swear I felt like the biggest dumb ass for not putting 2 and 2 together. And I was suppose to be the smart one...*Sigh* But if I do see him how should I react. I mean I dont even know if I have feelings for him or if I even went that way. 'Well there's only one way to find out'
First I have to find the one person that can actually sense him even from a far distance. When I got to the house she found me before I even had a chance to look for her. I sometimes hated that she could do that and she does it without us knowing but whatever, it does come in handy. Angel started to give me directions on a piece of paper without a word and finally told me to not to fuck it up. I knew she meant them to comfort me but it wasnt helping cuz what if I cant return his feelings, then thats' gonna be a problem cause I dont want to ruin our bond. I hope I havent fucked up anything yet.
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I sometimes wish I could trade place with the other guys but as the thought kept going through my mind I'd prefer not to. Being blind left my mind to do its work and imagine all sorts of things like imagining how Max, Nudge, Gazzy, Angel and Fang looked like.
Fang...
Is that how he really feels? Not that I dont like it but I was kinda expecting at least a lil more. Maybe his sexual preferences aren't the same as mine. But he's always brush off most girls that come up to him or that try to get attached.
Maybe I should just tell him how I feel because if I dont, I can see myself being like the guy from Good Luck Chuck, not that I wouldn't mind the sex but I dont think the girls would be too please it they can't 'get it up'. Well let me at least find my way back to the house from where Iwas...But where am I? 'Shyt...Well maybe if I did a 180 I could just go back the way i came. Let me give it a try'
'I wonder if anyone even noticed that I've been gone. I bet they haven't noticed and dont even care.' Just the thought made my eyes start to sting with tears of anger, it even made my wings pump for more speed. I felt like that sky was my own paradise, where I wouldnt be judged by what I was or or liked. I felt so liberated and I never wanted it to end. But everything comes to an end. I mean i'll get tired sooner or later, or someone will stop me. What a world have the so-called gods created, while they live in their own heavens where they can weive it to their will.
I was so lost in my thought that my brain barely caught up with the pain that shot through me that instant. I felt like I was hit with a boulder but as I tried to guess, I felt his soft hair and realized it was Fang who crashed into me and now we were spiraling down towards the ground. I was going to grab him and avoid our certain death but my arms and wings didnt want to respond, my head was spining. I was commanding my body to move but it was almost as if I was shutting down in the freaking sky. At least I'm going to die with my beloved...
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I have to stop our fall fast before we turn into a human-bird splatter. I know this is going to hurt but its better to live with some bruises then not to live. I snapped my wings open, and the pain stung but I ignored it and I grabbed Iggy so tight that I heard his back crack. 'Note to self: apologize for that if we make it, but first priority is to make sure he's safe.' And I pushed my wings as hard as I could so I can at least stop our fall, when my wings couldn't take it anymore I closed them and hoped for the best. When we fell, I hit the ground first with all of Ig's body weight on top of me, he felt like the heaviest duffle bag I have ever had on me. I sat up, and pushed his off of me gently and examined if i he had any bruises on him. I lifted his shirt and saw a couple of minor bruises where I tackled him but other then that he seemed in tact. I realized how sexy his chest looked under the stars and how it felt under my hands and I couldn't help but run my hands over it. I stopped and just looked at him for a while, how helpless he looked, so vulnerable and peaceful. I could of never thought that i had hurt him in anyway and if I did I felt like a total dick.
I layed him down on the nearest tree I found and I just started to talk to him even though he was knocked out. It just seemed easier them having him be awake and looking at me ( even though he cant see ), it feel like he can see right through me. Better now then never. So I started by apoligizing to him, telling him that I didnt know he liked guys, even telling him how I probably felt about him. I just let it all out and I didnt even see him waking up, so when he touched my leg I tensed up not wanting to look at him.
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I could faintly feel something roaming on my body. My first instinct was to attack but I willed myself not to, I waited until all my senses were in unision but the sound of Fang's voice halted any movements that I had planned next. He was speaking, I didn't know if it was to me or to someone else but I just stayed there immobile until it was the right time. "Iggy...I didn't know how you felt and I said that without even considering how you felt. I thought that you just felt a sibling type of bond towards me. But when I tried to figure out what went wrong, and I cant believe it took me this long to find out, but when you ran out like that I didnt know at first and then it hit me. And when I thought about it over and over in my head, I decided to try to see how I felt about the fact that you like me, or liked me because I think I screwed up, and I think I might like you too. But I wont ever find out because I think I really messed up and you wont ever speak to me again. I wish things could of been different because I wanted to be closer to you and stay togeth-"
I reached out to him and ended up touching his thigh. I felt him tense up and knew that I had his attention. "Hey dont sound so depressed. You act like I just died in your arms or something", I said to him.
I could hear the relief and uneasiness in his sigh and took that moment to sit up against the tree. I beckoned him closer to me and waited until I felt his body heat on the left side of my body. We sat there in silence until I sorted out my thoughts. "Fang...I should of told you this a long time ago. I've had a huge crush on for a while now. I have tried to see if it was only lust for you but its not. I love alot of things about you. I loved when you encourage the gang when we were in one of those moods we get when we're stressed because the world is in some type of danger. I loved when you laugh at my corny jokes. And I don't know what I would do if you didn't calm me down when someone pissed me off or wh-." I was cut short by something soft pressing against my mouth and I realized that it was Fangs' own on mine. I didn't know how to react to it, but I knew I died because this would not happen in real life. So I went with it because if this was my own little heaven I might as well enjoy it like it might never happen again.
Before I could do anything, he pulled back gasping, appearantly he was holding his breathe the whole time. I could feel his eyes on me and I started to fidget, but I still waited until he said something. He finally spoke up, which was a relief for me, and I hoped that it was something better then what I was thinking. "I had to do it to see if my feelings for you are real and not just out of sympathy for you. And its not just a brotherly love either."
My face just lit up with so much joy that I thought I was burning up in the summer sun, only it was night time and the middle of March. Then my smile dropped. I had to make sure it wasn't just to make me feel better or sympathy even though he said it wasnt. I grabbed his face gently and kissed him. I felt caught him of guard again. 'Hehe~ score 2 for me.' But he caught me off guard when he kissed me back, and tilted his head to deepen the kiss. I wouldn't be surprised if fireworks started to shoot into the sky right now. But now I knew that this was real, and not my imagination, and probably the start of more turmoil with the rest of them.
Crap...
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