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Warning : *SPOILER ALERT*

I got this idea from last week's episode and from the promo for the bullet train episode. :) I also sort of got the idea from the upcoming movie, The Vow. Hope you enjoy.

This is my first story so please forgive my mistakes. Thank you. Please review after reading. :)

Chapter 1 – When Everything is Broken

"Sarah! No!" Chuck shouted as Sarah flashed. It has been a week since she uploaded the intersect and it has been rapidly affecting her brain. He's afraid that the in a few more flashes or so, her brain could collapse and she would end up dead.

Chuck, Sarah, Casey and Morgan have been trapped in a bullet train full of bad guys on their final mission. Sarah had decided to give one last flash in order to defeat their enemies and retire from super spy life to open their lives into a much more normal lives. Chuck had no other choice but to watch his wife do the intersect's Kung Fu magic to their enemies. While the flash seemed a good flash, the hint of fear and pain in his wife's eyes did not escape his eyes. He knew her that well. She may be a trained spy, but he will always be her husband. He watch in horror as she fell down and cry in pain.

"Ahhhhhhhh! Make it stop! Please make it stop! Arghhhhh!" Sarah cried repeatedly.

He ran to her side and tried to soothe her pain, but she refused and pushed him away until she finally passed out.

Afraid that she might wake up and push him away again, he just looked at her and watched her face. The pain is still evident in her facial features and it breaks his heart. His wife may be a trained spy but he could not deny the fact that he is the man and he is the one who is supposed to protect her from getting hurt from anyone or anything. Seeing her like this made him feel helpless and inadequate as a husband.

He hadn't noticed that the train had stopped if it is not for Morgan who ushered him out. Casey was the one who carried Sarah into the car. He knew that he was supposed to be the one carrying her, but he couldn't. He's afraid that he might drop her and worsen her state. He's afraid that she might wake up and reject his help again. He's afraid that she might die in his arms. No, she couldn't. She couldn't leave me. No...

As if on cue, his thoughts were interrupted by Morgan's voice. "She's going to be okay buddy. She's going to be alright."

Uncertainty is noticeable in the tone of his voice, but he appreciated the efforts of his best friend to make him feel better. He returned his look to his wife. She suddenly looked more peaceful right now like it was saying: Don't freak out, Chuck. He smiled at that thought. Sarah would always know what to say to make him feel better if she were here. If she were here...

His thoughts were interrupted again when Casey announced that they have arrived the CIA Hospital. She was placed in the hospital bed and rolled by the nurses into the Emergency Room. He wanted to go with her but he didn't have the energy to run and go after the rushing nurses. He was too weak. His rock isn't there to give him strength. He was broken and lost.

They stayed in the waiting room for hours that seems million of years. He stared at the door where the doctors should appear any minute now. He hadn't notice the General has arrived and Morgan left to call Ellie. Beckman told him that she made sure that the CIA and the NSA's best doctors are doing their best to help Sarah.

As they continue to wait for news, Casey and Morgan gave him occasional pats or comforting words to make him feel better. But it was after eight hours of waiting that he had felt relief, but the fear never left. The doctor came out of surgery and broke the news that Sarah is in a stable condition and they have completely removed the intersect. Unfortunately, they aren't sure when will she wake up since she's currently in a coma. He is relieved that she's safe and alive but he's afraid that she might not wake up again.

The CIA was generous enough to give medical assistance to Sarah while she was on a coma. They were transported back to Burbank and they were given a good room in Westside Medical Center. He stayed with her and never left her side, unless he has to pee or wash himself up. Ellie insisted to be one of Sarah's neurologists while she is still on a coma, so she could take care of her sister-in-law and her moping brother as well. Casey, Morgan, Devon and Alex visited them daily, bringing Chuck something to eat or something to do while he stayed in the hospital waiting for his wife to wake up. General Beckman, Mary Bartowski, the Buymorians, the C.A.T. Squad, and even Verbanski give them a visit occasionally. While Hartley and Vivian send their supports through email or snail mail. He is very grateful for having good friends and a great family, but nothing could make things right until he sees her sparkling eyes and hear her angelic voice again.

It took almost three disheartening months to her eyes and hear her voice again. But instead of seeing sparks in her eyes, he saw confusion and fear. Her voice was angelic, but the words that came out from her mouth were dreadful : "Who are you?"