"Thank You"
Said the raven haired ever stoic man in front of me, his face is blank as always but no matter how he hides it it looks peaceful and calmer for the past few days. This is one of those visits in his cell. I know he is exhausted and tired and uncomfortable in his small dark cell. Sometimes i couldn't help myself talk, i tell tons of stories. Sometimes he says "Your Annoying sakura" But i understand. I'm being annoying for the fact that i am so excited You Uchiha Sasuke is here, in konoha, with us, with me. Those words is always deep, deep enough that it made a hole, a hole that won't bleed anymore whenever those words comes out of your mouth. Those words used to break me, break my heart but just say Thank You i pretend it didn't hurt me.
But now? i will know you more and more and more, i'll visit you more and more and more and i won't get tired, just so i can give you assurance that i'll always be here, with you, by your side. I didn't have to pretend anymore, it won't hurt me anymore, because you won't hurt me anymore, i just know. And the hole in my heart, when you said you're sorry for everything? instantly my heart was whole once again, it gave me hope.
Days, months, years had passed.
You're free again but the fact you want to leave and travel to understand the world and yourself made me sad but i understand, just refusing that i understand because i don't want you far away again. For years i waited, yes when you return i was able to be with you for only an hour everyday but that wasn't enough, i know you feel the same way, you want me there, even if i don't talk or talk or whatever i do, you want me there because you don't want to be lonely, because you know yourself you need me there, but now here you are standing in front of me and kakashi, you're ready to go again. You want to leave again.
I proposed to go with you but there you go rejecting me again and i expect to hear the word annoying but again you said unexpectedly.
Thank You With a tap on my forehead, i didn't understand it then, those gestures, what do they mean to you, to us, but it was like a connection only for you and me.
and this is much harder because in my heart i know you ask me to wait for you one more time,wait a little more. Yes i have to wait again, and again and again until you learn to accept yourself, your feelings and me. All i have to do is to endure the pain of missing you until your return.
I'll see you again Next Time Sasuke-Kun.