Ode To Peter

As I lay here,

Alice is gone,

Everyone questions

My seeming indifference,

But I know she is with you.

Knowing her, she is telling Tink

Exactly what she thinks.

Or civilizing the lost boys

Or making complex plans

On how to thwart Hook.

She is my Athena:

Goddess Wisdom and War.

You will like her,

Maybe so much that you won't forget her

Like you have forgotten me,

And all others before me.

(I don't think you meant to forget me,

It just happened,

old age can do that to you).

I cannot imagine you

Sprinkling me in pixie-dust

And taking me along

To the place of fairies and pirates,

To meet mermaids and Indian chiefs,

I am too old.

I have grown up.

But grown-ups will doubt

The unexplainable,

And grown-ups forget

The seemingly unremarkable,

And grown-ups try to explain feelings

That do not need to be explained.

And though people doubt me

And you have forgotten,

I have not forgotten

And I do not doubt

That you don't have to be grown up to fall in love.