I Used To Love You

by tintinthecat

A USUK short (oh so short why self? WHY?) poem. It's been a year since Alfred and Arthur broke up. Arthur has given up on the hope that Alfred will come back to him. There is only one thing left to do in Arthur's colorless world. After all, why live when there's nothing to live for?

Ok I know. This is so short but please don't kill me! This is my first FF so be nice?

Happy reading!

Disclaimer: I don't own Hetalia in any way.

(Warnings for mentions of suicide and yaoi)

---

Dear Alfred,

I used to love you.
I fell in love feet first, but I fell so hard it took ages to get up again.
I remember the morning I woke up and I knew that I was alone.
That you weren't just joking.
I knew that it was the last time I would ever feel.
And so we were done, just like that.
The world went black, because you were the only color in my life.
A piece of me left with you.
As the days go on, without you, I wonder when it will end.
When will my life show happiness again.
When will this darkness leave me.
But I soon realized, it wouldn't.
And that's why I'm standing here, with a gun to my head.
To tell you goodbye.
And to say that I used to loved you.
No.
Not "Used to".
I lov-