Sesshomaru's Question

I am back! It has been a while sense I have written a story for you all. I guess it has been hard. But good news is for those of you who know my work and know my story. I was in a car wreak August 29th 2011. I made it a year and I just know that this whole not writin a story thing it so not cool so I am givin ya'll a lemon. :) Hope ya like it!

It was strange I use to hate the snow. But thanks to him. I love it. It has been a while sense I last saw him. He is due for a visit. I am told that I am lucky that a girl like me gets attention form a powerful man like him. He protects me and even if he doesn't admit it he does care for me.

"Rin?" I heard my name. I looked up and saw Kagome. She always came to check on me from time to time.

I was left on my own after Lady Kaede departed from this world. It was a sad time but we all knew it would happen. She had held on as long as she could for all of us. I was fifteen when she left us. I am now sixteen and living in a hut Miroku and Inuyasha built for me. I couldn't stay in the place where Kaede lived and died. It was too much for me.

"Hey Kagome! How are you?" I said as I smiled at her.

Kagome smile back. "Fine. Inuyasha wanted me to see if you need an fire wood." She said as she looked at me to see if I was fine.

I looked at the fire then down. They always worried about me. But to be honest it was a good thing. Cause of everyone I am able to survive. They take care of me an raise me. I never really worry about anything. I know that if I need wood Inuyasha is there to cut it for me. If I need healed Kagome is there giving me medicine. If I need a good laugh Miroku is there. If I need food Sango is there. If I need anything important like clothes Lord Sesshomaru is always there giving them to me.

I tried not to cry but I nodded weakly. But soon I had a hand on my head pushing my head down. "Figures I was right, like always when it comes to you kid. You have to remember if anything happens to you its me that gets blamed Rin." Inuyasha said. I knew he wasn't doing to this to be mean.

I sigh. "I know, sorry. Wont happen again. Promise." I said with a big grin on my face.

"Your damn right it wont. I cut enough to last all winter." Inuyasha said with pride.

"Thank you so much Inuyasha!" I hugged him and then smile bigger. "You are so kind to help take care of me."

Inuyahsa just blushed and looked away. "I only do it cause Kagome makes me." Kagome smiled at us. I knew deep down Inuyasha helps cause Sesshomaru asked and plus he has a soft spot for me. I was like the little sister he never had or probably wanted.

Kagome and I started to talk about this an that. Then she and Inuyasha had to go save Sango and Miroku from their little hellions. Nagisa was their energetic five year old and Ushio was their three year old. They were sweet little girls but I think their father was hoping for a boy. But he may have lucked out seeings how Kagome says she is due to have another baby in the spring. We all knew Inuyasha loved his girls more then anything.

As they were both about to leave Inuyasha turned to me. "Looks like a guest has come to see you Rin." I looked confused for a moment but when I saw the smile on his face I knew who was here and I ran

out the hut and right into his embrace.

I smiled. I was hoping he would come soon. I got lonely during the cold nights. I felt his arm wrap around me. I looked up into his eyes and smiled more up at him.

Before I could say anything Kagome spoke. "Rin before I forget Inuyasha says he thinks a storm will be hitting hard tonight. Make sure you have plenty of wood inside." With that said both she and Inuyasha both left to go to their family.

"Lord Sesshomaru I was hoping you would visit soon. I have missed you." I pulled him inside my home. "Are you hungry. I just made some soup." I asked as I sat down. He nodded and I made him a bowel of soup. "Here."

If the soup was bad he didn't tell me. He ate it all so I saw it as a good sign. I washed the bowel and then gave him my attention.

"I see that they take care of you a lot. Are they here often?" I knew who he meant and nodded.

"Its only little things though that they help me with." I told him.

He then changed to topic telling me that Jaken sends his hellos. I smiled and then I asked how the western lands were and how ruling them has gone. After he was done talking about himself he asked how everything was fine. I knew he was seeing if there was anything I need to complain about to Inuyasha before he was to leave. Then came the gift or should I say gifts. He brought more then just a new kimono. He gave me a comb to put in my hair and paint to color my lips with.

I knew our visit was almost over when he gave me my gifts but that was alright. I knew he would return.

"Rin?" I looked up at him. "Has any boy caught your eye?" I was shocked. He never asked about boys.

"No, not really. I apparently have made them attractive to me but I do not find them interesting at all. Why do you ask my Lord?"

"It is nothing Rin. Forget I asked. Understood?" I asked me. I smile and nodded.

"I will be taking my leave now." He spoke as he walked to the door but he paused. I looked at him in confusion but then decided to set my bed up so I could go to sleep.

"Rin. I will be taking shelter here for the night." I turned around and blushed a bit.

"As you wish Lord Sesshomaru. I have extra bedding would you like it?" I asked trying to calm my heart and stop the blood from rushing to my head.

"No its not needed." He said coldly. I nodded then yawned. "Sleep now Rin." He said in is cool tone that use to calm me when I was a little child. I was still amazed that he had that affect on me after all these years of not hearing it come from him.

"Uhh...ok. Good night Lord Sesshomaru." I said with a sleepy smile and I covered up and feel asleep.

I knew I was asleep cause as I was dreaming I felt a arm wrap around me holding me while I slept. When I was little he use to do that. He would watch me and keep me safe at night. When did I grow up and not need him anymore?

I awoke the next morning to sound of a crackling fire. When I opened my eyes the first thing I saw was Lord Sesshomaru looking at me. I was shocked he was still here. He doesn't like to stay too long in one place.

"The storm is hitting hard." He explained. I nodded. Like he had to explain to me. He had all rights to be here.

"I see." I said and then before I knew my stomach spoke and Lord Sesshomaru made me a bowel of soup. I took it with gratitude and ate it all. "Yum! That was very good."

The day seemed to have passed slowly. We talked very little. When we did talk it wasn't for long. But bed time came an like the night before he turned down bedding and I went to sleep. But unlike last night I woke up to a nightmare and I saw Lord Sesshomaru sitting in a corner. He looked at me and I smiled an made it look like I need a drink of water. When I was done I laid back down.

"What was your dream about Rin?" He asked from the shadows. I didn't want to tell him the truth.

"I was in a pretty meadow and all the flowers died and I couldn't make you a crown of flowers. Isn't that just sad Lord Sesshomaru?"

"Hn." Was all I heard.

After that nightmare I had good dreams. An like the day before the storm still hit hard. It was almost impossible to see a tree. So once again Lord Sesshomaru stayed out of the weather and with me.

We spoke very little today I was busy washing clothes and drying them to talk much. But bedtime once again arrived and I took to sleep quicker then normal. I didn't even bother to ask if Lord Sesshomaru wanted any bedding he would just tell me no like the first two nights.

As a repeat of last night I woke up sweating and crying this time. Lord Sesshomaru was there holding me as I cried. He didn't ask a question or force me to stop crying he just held me and let me do what I needed to do.

I am not sure why I felt that what he was doing was right. Maybe it was because of my dream. After I was done crying who knows how long that was. I remember thinking I felt lips against mine and then everything went blank.

I woke up the next day alone. I saw that the snow storm had passed and knew the Lord Sesshomaru was on his way back to his lands to rule over his people. But for some reason I felt like something happened, but can't remember.

As the days passed I pushed it to the side and forgot about it. My time was needed thinking about my home and taking care of myself to make sure I made it though this winter. I was so happy when a month later passes and spring hit and Kagome and Inuyasha were not only blessed with a baby boy but yet another baby girl. I smiled at them yet envoyed Kagome and Sango for they had a family and I didn't.

"So what do you think of another set of twins in the village Rin?" I turned to see Sango looking at me waiting for an answer.

I smiled and thought for a moment. "It will be easier to tell them apart." I giggled. "And on the plus side we know the boy will take after his father for sure with those ears." We all giggled and headed to our respected homes.

I didn't realize I had a guest until I entered. "Lord Sesshomaru, this is a surprise." I smiled up and walked up to him to give him a hug. He did what he always did and hugged me with his only arm.

"I didn't realize your visit was so close. I am sorry I wasn't here. I was with Kagome and Inuyasha." I explained my rudeness.

"Hn. What is my little brother up to." He asked. Rin knew he gave some respect to Inuyasha.

"Well as usual but at twins to it and he is playing with his children." I said with a bigger smile.

"So she had twins." Sesshomaru said plainly.

I tried not to show irritation when he did this. "Yep. The little girl looks just like Kagome and the boy looks like Inuyasha ears and all. It is very cute to see them all play together." I giggled at the images in my head from today's activities.

"Rin?" I looked up and gave Sesshomaru my attention. He used the I need you to listen tone and I waited for him to speak. "Do you wish to someday have children?" He asked.

For a moment I wasn't sure what to say. I knew I always wanted a family but then again my family was Lord Sesshomaru. But when he asked I really thought about it. I hated to answer but I nodded my head and looked down.

Lord Sesshomaru got up and was ready to leave but before he did he put his hand on my head and said nothing to me. He left a moment later and I broke down an cried.

Its true I do want a child or more. But I would only like to carry Lord Sesshomaru's baby. I owe him everything. If he were to ask me to die I would die for him. I would do anything for you my Lord.

I went to bed that night with tears in my eyes and thoughts of only Lord Sesshomaru. He was the reason I am alive and the reason I live. That was my last thoughts before sleep took over.

Well here is chapter one! I hope its good so far. Let me know if there is somethin I should work on or change. Love to hear your thoughts and suggestions if you have any. Thanks for taken the time to read my story. :)