First posted story. No flames. Pretty much what Lucy feels when Natsu dies. It might be kind of sad and also short. Hope you like. Enjoy! All rights go to Hiro Mashima. I only own the story, none of the amazing characters!
Pain, agony, hurt, betrayal. Things you caused me to feel. Things I felt every time you killed. You vowed to protect me, to always love me, but you were the one who hurt me the most in the end.
My love, at first you were always there. You held me in your arms, you made me feel safe whenever I was with you. I was at ease whenever I was in your arms. I felt joyful when you were near.
I loved your protective nature, your ability to keep me warm at night, your power that kept us safe during daylight.
My love, we had adventures together, some I would like to forget. We stood near each other and watched each others backs. Back then, our love was infinite.
When you found her again, all of it changed. You ignored me, you left me, you forgot me. You didn't remember what we've been through or why you protected me. You got me out of so much trouble, but caused so much of it. I remember all the times we were together, all the times we could have been close to each other but didn't. I regret those times.
When you turned into a demon, it wasn't her who turned you back, it was me. You may not know, but it was the last time we were truly together. You were evil and killed several civilians, and I was able to stop you. You were knocked out immediately after. During the time when you were in a coma, the guild disbanded. All of our bonds disappeared. I was left without a thought. You left right after you healed and you didn't even notice me as you pushed me out of your way. When you came to my house the next day, we argued. You wanted me to watch over your things and take care of your small family while you left for who knows how long. I declined, and you said you hated me. So, I'm sad to write this to you in such a way, instead of telling you face to face. But, I don't want to live like I am anymore. I'm despised, no one remembers me, I'm shunned and beat, I can't even go out my own door without people calling me a murderer or a demon. Some even throw things. I'm upset about this, but maybe I'll finally get some peace. Goodbye, Natsu Dragneel. My love, my pain, and my suffering will live on. I hope you find this letter someday and regret the choices you made. May we meet again in the afterlife. I hope you live a long life with Lisanna.
Love,
Lucy Heartfillia
I will never forget all the suffering i've been through for you and because of you.
The day after, the magic council found her body surrounded with blood, broken gold and silver keys around her. The letter was delivered and Natsu Dragneel killed himself in despair for his lost best friend he forgot about and hurt so much.