And then it exploded. We all heard the high pitched scream. "Angel!", Iggy screamed, at the same time I yelled "NO!". She had been standing to close... "Is she alright?" Iggy turned to me, but all he got was a sob in return. His eyes went wide. "No...", He breathed. I sobbed, as the dust cleared. Maybe she was alright. Just maybe. I refused to let myself hope. When the dust cleared, a small body was laying on the concrete ground, blond hair spilling all around it. Oh my gosh. No. Please. "No!" I cried out, and Iggy followed my footsteps as I headed over to the small person. Gazzy was already there, crying on his sisters still chest. Max ran over, and held up Angel's pale arm, checking for pulse I guess. Gazzy looked up at her, his blue eyes just the tiniest bit hopeful. Max gulped, and then bit her lip and shook her head. No. Gazzy broke down again, crying. I sobbed, and ended up crying with my hand on Gazzy's shoulder. Max sobbed on to Fang's shoulder. And even Fang was in tears. No, please no. This can't be happening, SHE'S ONLY SEVEN FOR FREAKING SAKE! I know she left and all, but she has only been back for a flippin week. Why? Please, why? I sobbed, and the sound of the explosion rang in my ears...

I woke up crying. Ever since she d-I mean passed away, it has always been the same dream. Nightmare, actually. Exactly like it had happened. Me and Iggy screaming in unison, Angel

still on the ground, Gazzy sobbing in to his sisters motionless chest... this week was horrible. She d-I mean passed away on Saturday, and today is Thursday. 5 days. The worst 5 days in my ENTIRE FLIPPIN LIFE. We had to go tell Ella, and she cried for like two hours. wasn't as bad, she was like "Oh guys, I am so sorry".

"Um Nudge? Gazzy? Iggy? Fang? I think you guys might want to see this", Max yells from what used to be Angel's bedroom. I sighed, and sat up. Wait Max? I just woke up, for goodness sake, and she wasn't already comforting Gazzy?

I headed up the stairs, probably with bed-head and red-eyed, but who cares? I saw Gazzy, and gave him a small smile. This has been so hard on him. The hardest out of all of us. He

was red-eyed also, and weakly smiled back. Max was holding a notebook, with the words 'Diary of An Avian-Human Hybrid' written in purple ink across the top. "Nudge? Is this yours?",

She said, and I shook my head no way. "Then it can only be one person's..", Max trailed off and opened the small notebook. She gasped. "Out loud, please", Iggy requests, standing behind Gazzy. I nod.

"Ok..." Max says, and then clears her throat.

"January first. Our house.

Dear Diary,

Today is the first day I have been back. I think the whole flock has forgiven me for leaving, seeing as I am seven and was really, really mad. I know he hates to be hurt, and I think I'd hurt

him by leaving. If he ever finds this, I am so sorry. I am hiding this diary from Max, seeing as she'd probably make me destroy it. Fang is so cool, you know? He can like, become invisible

or something like that. Max says he is like a chameleon, but I have never seen a chameleon, so I have no idea what she is talking about.

Oh gosh! Max is calling! I gotta go!

Angel."

Everyone, even Max, gasps on the last line,(AN-Angel, not the chameleon) and me and Gazzy are in tears by the end of the note. "Read the next one?", Max asks us, and everyone nods. She sits on the bed and begins to read.

"Max's Mom's house, January 2.

Dear Diary,

The reason Max called yesterday, was she saw a flyboy outside of the window. Sure enough, there were tons. They attacked our house. We won though, like always. Max, Fang, and

Iggy are the best fighters. They rock.

We are at 's house now. Max's Mom. She tells me to call her Mom though. I am glad we are here. Her and Ella are so nice. Plus she makes the best cookies! And its sooooo obvious Iggy

likes Ella, and Ella LOVES Iggy. Like love, loves. That is so awesome!

Oh! Cookies are ready!

Angel."

I smiled at the memory, and Max did too. Even though I was still crying. And so was Gazzy. I walked over to him, and put my hand on his shoulder. He sniffed, and gave a small smile upward to me.

"She kept this, without us knowing?", Iggy asks, awestruck.

Max nods. "Lets read two every day, like a mermorial for Angel!", I say, suddenly exited. Gazzy nods, and Fang says "Why not?" Max smiles.

AN: Did you like it? Hate it? Love it? Please review to tell me!

And ooooh! Did I see some Nazzy romance? (I don't know if that is what you call it, so I made that up)