So this was something I quickly jotted down a couple months ago after reading CoLS. It's been sitting around just waiting to be posted and I was finally in the type of mood to type it up.
I'm not really sure as to how I feel about tis little piece but I guess it'll do. *sigh* With that said enjoy the angst.
It Has to Change Something!
"…It's over…"
Alec walked robotically down the street, the pink sparkle-covered key burning a hole in the pocket of his coat.
"…I don't want to see you again, Alec. Or any of your friends…"
His feet felt like bricks, dragging up the steps and clumping back down with a dull thud. The sound rings in his ears.
"…I'll be out all day…"
The apartment that once held warmth and love and home… Now feels cold and desolate. The bright pink couch brings waves of pain reverberating throughout his chest and he fights the urge to collapse onto the beige carpet and cry and scream and rage at the injustice of it all- But instead, he heads towards the bedroom with a box.
"…Come and get your things out of the apartment. Leave your key on the dining room table…"
The objects which had once held such value and fondness now seem empty and worthless. Every moment of happiness, every kiss and fond embrace- It surly can't all come down to a half filled box of trinkets! …Can it?
"…Aku cinta kamu…"
Chairman Meow weaves his way in-between his ankles as he hesitates to put the key on the kitchen table; because then things will be final. He collapses into the chair and the Chairman jumps into his lap, licking the salty tears off of his cheeks.
"…Not that that changes anything…"
He fills the Chairman's dish full of his favorite food before leaving, shutting the door with a click that seems to signify the final shattering of his heart.
"…Not that that changes anything…"
He heads home, the overcast sky finally letting out its cold tears, masking the Shadowhunter's pain.
'But I love you!'
Silently he thinks to himself, 'How can it not change anything?'
Please review. Maybe it'll help get me out of this fucked up depression I've seemed to fallen into.
;3
~TMTMFD