What do you do when you run into writers block on your other stories? You write random song fics and hope people like them.
Now, you know I don't own any of this Songs/Characters ect. I know that I don't own any of these songs/Characters ect. so lets move on.
"Better" by Maggie Rose.
Two days after his death and he was still everywhere she looked. There was no escaping him no matter where she went. She eventually made it down to the common floor and to Stark's bar.
There's a bottle on the shelf, talkin' to me
She grabbed the strongest drink that it offered and held it carefully.
Sayin', "Come over here, you can have a drink"
We can make it through this lonely night together
Clint would've been mad but she couldn't bring herself to care.
But that's a road I don't wanna go back down
He would be so mad, but he wasn't here.
And I hate myself for what I'm thinkin' now
He was gone.
Hey, it's just one night, it's not like it's forever
He wasn't coming home.
I just want to feel better
She opened the bottle and drank, fast.
I just want to feel good, feel alright
It burned but she ignored it.
Feel anything but what I feel tonight
she needed to numb herself.
I just want to move on with my life
eventually she couldn't take it.
And put the pieces back together
She stopped drinking and the tears came.
I just want to feel better
She let the bottle far to the ground and shatter.
All these pictures running through my head
She could see his beautiful eyes.
From the way he loved to the way he left
She could still feel his touch.
Not a single day goes by, I don't miss him
She could still hear his voice.
When the lonely gets to be too much
"Tasha," she cried harder.
I try to kill the pain with a stranger's touch Though I know I won't forget him altogether
"I love you Tasha,"
I just want to feel better
"No!" She screamed.
I just want to feel good, feel alright
She picked up bottle after bottle.
Feel anything but what I feel tonight
They crashed loudly against the wall as she threw them.
I just want to move on with my life
"Natasha," strong arms wrapped around her.
And put the pieces back together
They weren't his arms.
I just want to feel better
"Clint," she cried as the arms held her.
I know there's gonna come a day
"Shhh, it's ok," it was Tony.
When he's still gone and it's okay
"He's gone," she turned and clung to him.
I just want to feel good, feel alright
"Clint," she cried harder than she ever had before.
Feel anything but what I feel tonight
"He left me," tears streamed down her face.
I just want to move on with my life
"I need him," she said through her sobbing.
And put the pieces back together
"I know darling," he held her tighter.
I just want to feel better
Tony fought back his own tears as he held her. That's all he could do.
I just want to feel better
So, hope you enjoyed that. If you never heard the song I highly recomend it, it's very beautiful. Anyways I open to suggestions if anyone has a song that want me to do feel free to share if you want. Let me know what you thought. :)