Chapter 1

Category: TV Shows/Hollyoaks

Characters: Kieron/John Paul

Summary: The first time that three little words were spoken- I love you. The way they should have been said

Rating: T

Author's Note: These are all T rated but if you want I can do some Ms. My Ms for other fan-doms aren't exactly being read at the moment but if someone will read them I'm happy to write them. R & R as always.

The burning need inside them both had brought them here. Tongues collided, hands touched, clothes were removed and bodies were pressed together. That was brought them here to this moment where nothing else mattered but to be together and alone. It wouldn't have mattered what they did together, they could have done nothing all day and it still would have led to this moment. See there was something inside Kieron that John Paul was unable to reject and vice versa. Maybe they were made for each other, it was a possibility, and they seemed to end up together enough times. It seemed odd to Kieron that one simple touch could convey so much emotion. But that night holding John Paul against his chest as their breathing slowed and their heart rate slowed felt much more special than anything he had done before, even before his vow. He did feel some regret, for he had betrayed god. Having John Paul there with him as they drifted off to sleep felt amazing though. He couldn't deny that.

It still felt amazing to wake up in the same bed. The feeling was bizarre as John Paul woke first and watched as Kieron's eyes fluttered open and met his loving gaze.

"You know for a priest your pretty good in bed." John Paul laughed and Kieron smiled. They kissed after that, as if their lips couldn't be apart for any longer.

"I love you, John Paul." Kieron blurted out and gazed into the younger man's eyes looking for any sign that he didn't feel the same way. "I just do. From the moment I got here, I couldn't stop thinking about you. Then when we kissed, it was just so unbelievable that for weeks I couldn't think about anything else. You tasted like beer but you still had this sweet taste too. It broke my heart to tell you that it was a mistake because I knew it wasn't. I hoped you knew that too."

"I love you too." John Paul whispered into his ear making Kieron's body shiver. "I don't know what it was about you but... When you first came here all the girls were drooling over you so much that I never got to know you that well apart from football and stuff. I never even thought I had a shot with you and after you told me you were gay too, I just thought we had something in common not that it would bring us this close. The Fashion Show, that was when I fell in love with you, we talked so much and the kiss. Do I really have a sweet taste?"

"Yes, but please don't let anyone else taste you. I want those lips all to myself." It sounded corny and not something that John Paul thought he would ever hear from father Kieron. Not Father Kieron. Just Kieron he corrected himself.