Everything Twilight related, characters and the world they live in belongs to Stephanie Meyer. All misinterpretation is my fault and no disrespect was meant.
PROLOGUE
He was the love of my existence, he meant more to me than anything I had known before, and anything I was surely going to know in the future… If I had a future that is… I couldn't live without him, if he died, it wouldn't take me long to follow, I knew it was the same for him.
Seeing him here though, like this, it was torture, I wanted to rip my heart through my chest, I didn't want to cause him anymore pain than I already had.
I just wished he would speak to me, to tell me that he would be OK, that he forgave me for what I was about to do, I was only doing it for him.
Everything I did was him, I was nothing without him.