No Chloe! You don't get to make me love you, make me feel this cliché things, and leave me like this! You can't just push me out of your life, when you already pulled me in. That is just.. Beca's voice cracks while tears are falling from her eyes.
You told me to believe in love, to trust you, to let you in, to put my barriers down, to not worry about you leaving me behind like everyone else because you never will. You told me that you were different. You told me you love me, you told me you'll fight for me, you told me .. Beca hugged Chloe and sobs uncontrollably in her back. Am I not good enough? Tell me I can change. Tell me I'll do anything for you.
30 mins before
Beca heard a knock at her door, she opened it and saw Chloe outside standing.
Hey Babe Beca said while kissing her cheeks.
Chloe just went inside and said nothing.
Hey is there a problem? Beca said
Chloe mumbled something.
What was that? Hey Chloe look at me. -B
I have received an acceptance letter at Harvard. Chloe whispered
Seriously?! Wow that's great babe! Wait I'll just save my mix and change my clothes and we'll go celebrate. I'm so proud of you! I told you! You can do it!-B
Beca! -C
Beca! Will you please chill out and sit beside me for a second. Chloe said out of frustration - C
What? What did I do? What's going on? You're waiting for this for a very long time? This is your dream and its coming true why are you acting like you're breaking up with me? She joked but it is half meant she notice that Chloe is putting up some distance between them for the past few weeks and it scares her to death.
Chloe looked at her with her eyes so emotionless and it sends Goosebumps into beca's body
Coz that's what I'm doing. Chloe said sternly
What?! Okay cut this shit Beale, It is not funny? Beca said while holding out her tears.
I'll be at the end of the country and you're on the other side. It will not work out. Chloe said
How will we know if we didn't even try? Beca said
I don't want us to end with nothing left between us. It will hurt now, but it'll hurt less. Chloe said
How can you say that? Why does it so easy for you to say that shit? It's like you don't even care for me. It will hurt less? Come on Beale, don't do this to me. Don't do this to us. -B
I've decided. We're over. -C
What so it'll be just like that?! You'll leave me like everyone else?!- B
I'm sorry. Then Chloe went out and shut the door.
Beca cries and run her hands through her hair and grunts. Then run after Chloe.
No Chloe! You don't get to make me love you, make me feel this stupid cliché movie love things, and leave me like this! You can't just push me out of your life, when you already pulled me in... That is just.. Beca's voice cracks while tears are falling from her eyes.
You told me to believe in love, to trust you, to let you in, to put my barriers down, to not worry of you leaving me behind like everyone else because you never will. You told me that you were different. You told me you love me, you told me you'll fight for me, you told me.. Beca hugged Chloe and sobs uncontrollably in her back. Am I not good enough? Tell me I can change. Tell me I'll do anything for you. I'll go with you. I don't want to be in LA anymore. I just want to be with you. I'll finish my studies there. I'll….
Chloe pushed beca away.
That's the reason that I wanna break up with you. You keep following me like a lost puppy. You don't stick to your plans. You don't do what you want to. You always make me decide for you and I'm sick of it. You have to Grow the fuck up Beca. And let me go.
Beca jaw clenched and her eyes are full of pain.
I'm ready to drop everything for you because I love you, you turn me into a person that I told myself that I'll never be. I gave you everything. You are my dreams now Beale, I.. I just want to be by your side, coz when I'm with you I feel complete, safe and loved. I thought I was doing the right thing, I thought I was making you happy. But even though I gave my best shot, I still manage to fuck everything up. But I'll change, I'll grow up, I love you. Please don't give up on us.
Follow your dreams Beca your real dreams, and I'll follow mine. I'm sorry but I have to do this. I can't have you around while I'm doing this. I need to focus on my studies first. This is my dream Beca please don't be a hindrance. If you really does love me you'll support me from this. You'll let me go. -C
I don't understand. I don't think I'll ever understand what happened to the redhead who promised me forever. But your happiness is my number one priority. I hope you reach all your dreams. But can I ask you one last question. Is our relationship isn't worth of any chance, time and effort at all to make it work? Coz for the first time in my life I'm willing to take a chance, to fight for something, to not runaway. But I guess I'm not that worth it at all. -B
Then Beca pulled something from her pocket.
And gave her a sad smile and said. I was supposed to ask you something tonight. But it doesn't matter anymore, so I think this ring doesn't have any use now huh. Chloe's jaw dropped and tears are falling from her eyes.
But I'll still give it to you as a gift instead. Please accept at least this one. It's also a thank you gift for making me feel how to be loved by you. Trust me you know that stuff, I hope I made you happy too at least. Thank you Beale for 3 years 8 months 12 days 9 hours of making me happy, and loved. I wish all the best for you, because you deserve it. I love you Beale, good bye. Beca gave her the ring and kissed her with full of passion, pain and love. Then she walked away.
Chloe just watched Beca walked away while tears are falling from her eyes.