Chapter one:

I couldn't have him. It was our destined paths that we never linked. Sure they ran the same direction but I never could get over the river between them. There was one point I could swear…that the rocks where large enough for me to cross…for our paths to finally link. However just as sudden they slipped under the water and our paths where spread twice as far. I wanted so much to be with him and my heart was left back on the road. However I have retrieved a new one...one that is stronger then my old one…yet still feels the pain. Some part of me will never leave that night when he gave me his thanks.

I can never…will never…say good bye to him. Im determined…as though he may not be…to be with him until the end.


Summer had come early that year. Ironic for the happiness it's supposed to bring. Everyone had been doing well I suppose. They all where on a mission…it wasn't anything big I suspect since they weren't prepared for what happened. It was a trap mission…the end result….was something I also did not expect. I do not miss her…and I will never miss her. How could I miss someone who claims they are still with me?

It had only been a few minutes for me; it took only six and a half minutes to lay eyes on her and decide to see why she was lying like that. When I saw what had happened I felt sort of bad for letting her die crying. Hatred may have filled my heart…but hatred never kicked out pity and that face I pitied more then anything. So I helped her…little did I know myself that within the next 4 minutes of that late afternoon…she would be the one leaving me behind. Of course I had bigger goals and set out as soon as she was gone but looking back…something tells me, she expected it to be that way.

She knew I would never love her back the way she wanted. Yet in the end…she still kept that welcoming smile for me. She was truly pathetic…

I hated that smile…I didn't want to be with her. But like I said…I can't get rid of her.


Author note: ok…so you get two povs…im not saying whose but it's pretty obvious. Im just warning you this story is only three chapters long…so I hope you enjoy it. I plan to put the next two chapters up soon. Need to watch more sad things to write this…they get me in the mood and give me ideas.