I felt the tears begin to well up in my eyes. I felt that stinging sensation far to many times... Draco Malfoy had been taunting me again, and as usual he went too far. I pushed the Entrance Hall doors open and ran out into the pouring rain.

*Rain, rain on my face...*

This storm had been going on for the last 5 days.

*Hasn't stopped, raining for days...*

I ran as fast as I could in the pouring rain, all sorts of thoughts
flooding my mind.

*My world is a flood...*

I ran to the lake, I always found the lake a very peaceful place. Even in the midst of all this lightning and rain. Rain mixed with tear's flooded
freely down my face.

I looked over at the wavy surface of the lake, wavy from the 30 mph wind. At that moment I wished I knew how to swim. Though I even if I knew how to
swim... I would probably be pulled under anyways...

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Draco POV
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I had just been teasing the little Weasel, and she just started crying and ran out of the castle. I had only said how her red hair made it look like
her head was on fire. I mean I didn't mean it! I love her hair! It is a soft auburn with slight curls and a little wavy. It looked perfect! Dang it
Draco! Why do you have to do this to her so much?

I made up my mind to go after her. I began to stalk out of the dining hall
and go into the Entrance Hall when Crabbe called to me.

"Hey Draco, where ya going?"

I turned around, had to think quick.

"Uh...I am going to go, and see if I can annoy the weasel anymore." I said
with a so-phony-its-pathetic smirk. Crabbe didn't notice.

"Give her a good tease for me!" yelled Goyle.

"Okay!" I yelled back. 'Morons...' I thought.

And I slowly made my way to the Entrance Hall. She wasn't there, she must have gone outside. That was dangerous, as this storm had been going on hard for the last 5 days. I was worried. Yes! I admit it! I, Draco Malfoy, was worried about Ginny...er, I mean, Weasel. I walked out of the large front
doors. And as I the doors were closed, I broke into a run. I saw the
silhouette of a girl running toward the lake.

'Great,' I thought. 'One of the most dangerous places for her to go during
a rainstorm.'

Suddenly I slipped in the mud.

*Slowly I become one with the mud...*

I cursed and got up. I had to find Ginny.

~Then what? ~ Asked a voice in my head.

'Aw crud, its back...'

~Apologize? ~ The voice laughed. ~ Malfoys don't apologize, and you know
it. ~

'Well I am not the average Malfoy.' I told the voice.

All of a sudden Ginny came into view.

"Thank goodness." Draco muttered.

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Ginny POV
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I was crying, crying for 2 reasons. One: Because I am REALLY self-conscious
about my hair. I am one of the only if not the only one in the ENTIRE SCHOOL with red hair. It is not a common thing in the wizarding world. So I get touchy when anyone teases me about it. Especially, Draco Malfoy. What a coincidence Reason number 2: Draco Malfoy. I was crying DRACO was the one
teasing me. If it had been anyone else I could have just walked away without a second thought. But it WASN'T just anyone! It was Draco Malfoy!
The boy I am secretly in love with. I want to slap myself for loving a Malfoy. For loving someone who couldn't possibly harbor the same feelings
for me as I have for him.

~No one will ever love you Ginny. ~

Ah! That voice...Its back!

~Give up Ginny. ~

'Leave me alone!'

~Give it up Ginny...Give it ALL up...including your life. ~

'What?!'

~If you die no one will care. ~

'Your right...' Ginny thought. All color in her eyes left as her cold
feelings of loneliness that was the voice took her over. Slowly, one step at a time she walked to the edge of the land. She was on a
20 foot drop. Slowly she began to take the step off the cliff...

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Okay! There is chapter one or the story behind 'Too lost' Hope you liked
it! I will get chapter 2 out soon! Please review!!

~Meroko~