This is my second OHSHC I've ever written and I mainly took inspiration from the song Miss Jackson by panic at the disco and after doing a research paper on DID. Hope you enjoy it, feel free to leave a review and a favorite.
Chapter 1: first time
Kaede headed up to the host club, where she knew she would find Kyouya. She grabbed her notebook and papers firmly against her chest. Her father returned from Puerto Rico last night, they had an extensive and entertaining conversation and she forgot to do her homework. Once in the doors of the club she took a deep breath, the smell of tea, sweets and roses invaded her senses. The door opened with a quiet creak and everyone paid little to no attention to it, except the very perceptive Vice President. "Miss Akamori, came for a table with the host?" He asked with a slight bow which she mimicked. "No thank you Ootori-kun. I was a little busy last night and had little time to finish my homework, I was wondering if you could lend me your notes so I can finish them" she said, her voice was like a lullaby, soft and melodic. "Of course Akamori-san" he said and retreated to search for his notes. "I'll take a table by myself" she continued and he nodded in agreement, she would sometimes come to the club and sit by herself, usually when she felt alone and was too shy to join the others, Kyouya would sometimes sit with her if he had some free time.
She placed her notes on the table and silently studied away, but she felt a small headache start to progressively get bigger, for her, that was not a good sign. She closed her notes as she finished them and waved at a passing by Haruhi. "Fujioka-kun would you please bring me some tea, thank you" She said. Haruhi nodded and bowed before leaving to fetch the cup of tea, meanwhile Kaede rubbed her temples and took deep breaths. "Everything alright Akamori-san?" Kyouya interrupted her concentration. "Yes I'm ok, just the usual headache" she said and smiled softly. "I can call one of my doctors if you wish?" He offered but she politely declined. "That won't be necessary Ootori-kun, tea will be enough, but thank you regardlessly" she said and in that moment the cup of tea arrived by Mori's hands. "Thank you so much Morinozuka-sempai" she said with a warm smile which she quickly hid, she would get very anxious whenever someone outside her circle of "friends" approached her.
She sipped the hot tea quietly, calming herself and feeling the headache star to subside. "Let's play, the truth or dare game! Hitachiin edition!" Said the two similar voices of Hikaru and Kaoru from across the room and you could see every other host brace themselves from the madness that was "the Hitachiin games". You could also see Kaede demeanor change, her wide curious eyes narrowed to piercing sharp ones. She set the cup down and stealthily makes her way toward the table of the twins, like a black cat at midnight she crept closer. "I'll like to play" even her voice had changed, it had a slight accent and it was silky and seductive. Everyone at the table though it was odd that the usually shy Kaede wanted to join them but they welcomed her nonetheless.
A few rounds into the game and she looked extremely bored and slightly annoyed. Their dares were kept to a limit and that didn't seem to please her. "No offense, but your game is boring" she said resting her head on her elbow and yawning. The twins looked at each other a little perplexed. "And what do you suggest is a good dare?" They both asked crossing their arms and pouting slightly. "Anything. Really. Take off your clothes, hit someone in the face, kiss someone, anything that is more interesting than telling "your biggest secret"" she said mocking them and after a glance at each other they both smirked. "Fine" Hikaru said. "We dare you to kiss Mori-sempai" they both grinned in triumph, thinking she would be too scared to do it, every other girl gasped. She glanced at the table where Mori and his cousin, Honey, shared cake with the clients. She smirked. "Gladly" she said before standing up and walking to his table with a bounce in her steps. She stopped in front of Mori and carefully memorized his features. Without hesitation she cupped his face in her hands and pulled him to her lips, every noise in the room died and everyone's eyes where on her. After five seconds she backed up and grinned at him. "My name" she licked the corner of her mouth "is miss Jackson" she said in english and with a laugh at everyone's dumb founded faces she left the club room. The rumor spread throughout all Ouran high school, of how the shy Akamori Kaede stole a kiss from the silent host.
She remembers the first time it happened. It was two years ago, before she first started to attend Ouran High school. She had been bullied throughout her whole elementary schools years for being extremely shy and having interest in things other girls founded odd, like agriculture, amphibians and insects. She used to go to the school fountain pond and search for earthworms to feed her toad. She saved that toad from a stray cat and since then she went everyday to feed him. The last day of school she went to the pond, she had decide to adopt the small animal and take him home where she will continue to take care of him. But when she arrived she found the toad outside of the pond, he had been beaten to death with a rock. She heard laughter from behind her and after that she doesn't remember anything. Later she found out that she had beaten two boys with a rock, causing them severe injuries. And since then, the episodes of blacking out and not remembering the events happened after it continued to occurs. Sometimes she would wake up with items she didn't remember buying, a sore and aching body and numbers on her phone of people she didn't knew. She came across people who called her a name that wasn't hers and letters written for someone else. When she finally sought professional help, the doctor referred her to a psychiatric where she was finally diagnosed with Dissociative identity disorder.
Multiple personality disorder as it was previously know as, is a mental disorder characterized by at least two distinct and relatively enduring identities or personality states that alternately show in a persons behavior. Kaede's alternate personality is known as Miss Jackson, a self proclaimed New Yorker rebel. A clever, mysterious and seductive woman, who knew to keep herself secret. When asked why she takes over Kaede's body she simply answered "the girl it's much too shy, she needed a little push. It makes things more interesting for me". Now Kaede lived her life precariously, blocking up every emotion that could trigger Miss Jackson into showing up.
She needed to apologize to the host club for causing such a scene and apologize especially to the silent host. She found out about the incident when she overheard some girls talking about it, she nearly had a panic attack. She waited patiently outside the club and when all the girls stormed out of the room, a few of them noticed her and glared. She ignored them, mostly because she was trying really hard to keep calm and breathe. She opened the door and heard the familiar voice of Kyouya. "We are closed for today. Oh, Akamori-san, how can I help you?". Kaede stepped closer to them and bowed lowly. "I apologize for causing a scene yesterday" she managed to say loud enough for them to hear. She didn't awaited for their response, she stepped in front of Morinozuka Takashi, gathered her skirt under her and kneeled on the floor, her head almost touching the floor. "Miss Akamori, you don't have to do that" said Tamaki. "I have to apologize in the proper way. I am so sorry for doing something I shouldn't have and much less without permission" she said truly ashamed of Jacksons acts. Mori helped her stand up after he accepted her apologies. "It was the Hitachiin fault also, they should have kept their limit" Haruhi said and the twins made a motion to complain but when Mori glared at them, they also bowed and apologized. Kaede couldn't hold back the tears that fell. "Ahhh no no no no! Don't cry Kaede-chan!" Said Honey, gaining the attention of everyone in the room. "It's just, everyone it's so nice to me. I don't deserve this" the last words where barely a whisper but the silent host and the King of shadows heard her.
"Well of course! We are your friends" Tamaki said smiling brightly. Kaede's breath stopped for a second, she never had friends, she was overwhelmed with joy to have someone who considers her a friend. She also smiled brightly, and Mori's heart skipped a beat. "Thank you so much" she said and bowed again but this ones it was out of respect. Mori handed her a handkerchief for her to dry her tears and she took it with a smile and mouthing a "thank you".