When I look at You
By: Precious Flames
All these years I've finally found my piece of mind, my comfort. I wanted you to be mine. All these time I was in love with you but I can't possibly drag you to the darkness where I'm at right now. What I can do for now is to look at you from a great distance.
My Alice is really killing me slowly but surely. You always stop me from using it even though we're in a very big trouble. 'Natsume-kun please don't do this. You'll kill yourself.' I always hear this from you. Even when tears ran down your cheeks you would still smile at me. And when I look at you... All the pain I got from using my Alice was relieved.
When my world falls apart. You'll simply hold my hand and whispers... 'Natsume-kun, I'm here for you. I'll always be here for you.' Then you'll put on your smile. And when I look at you... My world goes back together where they belong.
When there's no light to break up the darkness I'm in. You would come and touch me and say.. 'You're not alone. I'm here for you and always be.' And when I look at you.. The darkness was replaced with light.
My life was not easy but just by looking at you everything's alright. You love me for who I am, Now I know where I belong and I know I'm not alone. Still, I shouldn't claim you as mine. Everything you said and show maybe true but you appear just like a dream to me. And all I can do is look at you.
The End
A/N: So how was it? Hope you like it. It's my 1st one shot so feel free to criticize.