Chapter 1

The Secret

The walls around Kagome began to shake and she looked up at the ceiling from her seat on the well.I told him I would be back by now, he's probably worrying'. She knew any minute now Inuyasha would appear in the bottom of the well to drag her back to their seemingly endless quest for Shikon Shards.Why am I sitting here? I've made my choice and now I have to deal with it.

It had happened two weeks ago...

Flashback

"Kagome, if you think that this is wrong, we could stop". The voice was as calm and understanding as always.

"Koga-kun, I trust you. It's just..." Kagome wasn't able to finish before she felt Koga's lips on hers.

'How did things come to this?' She thought as he tightened his hand on her waist. 'One minute I can't get Inuyasha out of my head, next minute I'm here with Koga'. Everything just felt too right for Kagome to stop herself. She could feel his hands gently caress her back, sending shivers up her spine.

"Are you sure this is what you want? What I mean is that, what about Inuyasha?" Koga wasn't sure if things should continue; he wanted more than anything for her to want to be with him, but somewhere down inside he knew she had feelings for the Half-Demon.

"Yes, I'm sure , but just promise me something?" Kagome queried, and Koga noticed nervousness in her voice.

"Anything, Kagome. Just ask." Koga wanted her to feel completely comfortable with him.

"Promise me this isn't only about sex. I don't know what sex means to demons, but I don't want this to be meaningless. I want to give in and feel like you really love me".

Koga was taken back. ' I'm supposed to be the one worrying about her not loving me'. "Kagome, sex is very important to demons.There's more to mating than simply pleasure, and if we do this it will be because I love you and you be my mate. Do you ...could've ever love me as much as I love you?" He closed his eyes and waited for the answer, afraid she would push him away.

"I...I... think I already do love you, Koga-kun". Kagome spoke in a hushed voice almost too low for even Koga to hear.

He didn't know what to say. He opened his eyes to meet her blue ones. Kagome allow herself to give into the happiness and love she found in his gaze.

"Do you really mean that Kagome?" Koga waited for her answer but knew what it would be.

"Yes, Koga-kun". She whispered, and that was all he needed to allow himself to fall into her. He began to nuzzle his nose into her neck, kissing along her jaw and lips and permitting himself to become lost in her eyes. Kagome responded by tightening her hand on his back, and Koga finally leaned in and kissed her. She kissed him back, letting his tongue enter her mouth. He let his hands fall down to the bottom of her shirt and lifted her uniform top over her head. She let out a small moan as his hands moved over her breast. She knew her bra wouldn't last long when she felt him begin to fumble with it. She had just reached down to help him when she heard the rip of fabric and a cool breeze on her chest. Looking down, she found that he had indeed sliced her bra off with his claw."Koga!" she reminated, her face turning a new shade of red. "My bra!"

"Bra?" he replie, puzzled " Is that what you call that piece of cloth?" He looked at the sad remains in his hand.

"Yes, it's called a bra I happened to like that one a lot." She didn't want to scare him away but couldn't completely cover the anger in her voice.

"Sorry. I just wanted to get it off. Kagome, can you do me a favor? Can you-tell me again that you love me?"

"I love you Koga." She smiled up at him. She wasn't embarrased, despite the notable absence of her bra as he and gently played with her nipple with a clawed hand. She let out a moan that he took as an invitation to strip her of the rest of her clothes. He had touch more of her. He began to struggle with her skirt but gave up and sliced up through it, silencing her gasp with his mouth. Moving on top of her, he put his knee between her legs. He quickly stripped himself of his clothes and leaned down to look at her.

"Kagome, does this mean you will stay with me and be my mate?" he asked, unsure of what she would say.

"I will be your mate, but you know I cannot stay with you until I finish getting all the shards with Inuyasha. After all, it's my fault that the jewel was broken and I have to finish what I started. "She knew he wouldn't like hearing it." What if he doesn't want to me to look for the shards with Inuyasha anymore?I know he doesn't like him. Koga looked slightly hurt, but he still loved her and couldn't give up the chance to finally have her.

"Kagome, if that is what you have to do, then I will accept it. You have said that you will be my mate; that's enough for me". He smiled and moved to kiss her again, shifting to enter her. He went as slowly as he could stand to, but froze when she let out a small gasp of pain.

"Kagome, am I hurting you?"

"No. It's fine, Koga, it's just my first time". She relocated her hand on his back and pushed her lower body toward him. He couldn't take the heavenly feeling; closing his eyes, he trust. Koga was acutely aware of the demon blood racing through his racing through his eyes, his veins, calling him to give in. He tried to block it out, too afraid of hurting her to abandon himself; but he couldn't keep from increasing the tempo and could have almost let go from her moaning his name. "Oh God, Kagome" was all he could say he felt her tighten around him, reaching her peak. He closed his eyes to keep her from seeing them completely red as he loosed his seed deep inside of her. With a final groan he collapsed. He buried his face in her hair and breathed in her scent, and finally let sleep take him with his love clutched tighty to his chest.

After what felt like hours Kagome could see the sun start to come up in the distance and knew Inuyasha would come looking for her. After all, she'd said she was just taking a bath and had instead been gone all night. She looked down at the sleeping wolf demon next to her and smiled when she thought of what they had shared. "Koga", she said softly.

He opened his eyes and looked up at her with a smile."Yes, my love? is something the matter? He inquired huskily.

"I have to take a bath and get back to camp or Inuyasha will come for me". She told him, sitting up and gathering her torn uniform she walked towards the spring. Koga simply nodded and kissed her one last time before leaving.

"I shall return to check on my family, but I know you cannot stay with me until Naraku is destroyed and the Shikon Jewel is restored. Until then, my love". With that he left in a whirlwind as quickly as he had come. Kagome stood there naked before running to the spring to wash up. After she was finished, she walked back to camp and wriggled into her sleeping bag. Luckily, there was a battle the day before Inuyasha was exhausted, and the Half-Demon was so soundly asleep he didn't notice her return. Although Inuyasha was deep in slumber, Sango wasn't and noted her friends surreptitious actions. 'I'll have to ask Kagome later where she went.It's not like her to dissapear like that for so long'. She snuggled back down and went back to sleep.

End Flashback

Kagome continued to sit on the side of the well and think for a minute before abruptly letting her legs go and jumping down to the other side.

When she came out, Inuyasha was not waiting for her. Kagome simply shrugged it off and made her way towards the village.I wonder what he'll think when he finds out I'm pregnant, with Koga's child'. I should have known when Koga said he'd be back to check on his family'. When Kagome looked up, Sango was standing in front of her, a living punctuation to her thoughts.

"Kagome-chan, we have to talk. I know that night you were gone until morning. Are you going to tell me where you really were?" Sango looked determined to get answers.

Kagome didn't know what to do but she couldn't stand lying to her friend. "Sango-chan, I'll tell you, but not here. Let's go back to the village before Inuyasha thinks I haven't come back. I'll tell you later". Sango nodded, and they walked back together.

Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha and company I only own Kagome's baby. Heeheehee it's mine! Sorry I'm calm now.