Disclaimer: I don´t own the song ´´From where you are´´ by Lifehouse and I don´t own Grey´s Anatomy.
He opened his eyes and wished he was wherever lexie was. And he knew Lexie was dead, deceased, gone.
He realized he was in Seattle Grace.
He felt he didn´t had any reason to be alive, and he knew he was being selfish because he had Sofia and his best friend Callie.
But without Lexie nothing made sence.
He wanted to leave and be with her. He was still trying to procese the plane crash, it all was so unexpected and sudden.
When he saw Lexie under a pile of broken plane parts, he felt as he could save her and he really thought she wasn´t going to die, he denied every possibility of her dying there.
Mark closes his eyes and tries to relive the last moment he had with her, the last moment he touched her face and grabbed her hand.
He tries to remember only the good parts of that day, the day his life stopped making sence, he felt as he had just lost a part of him, a part that he couldn´t live withouth. He knew he loved her since the beggining, he truly loved her but he had hurt her in so many ways, he felt he didn´t deserve her, so he tried seeking comfort sleeping with other women, and sometimes, it worked just because he closed his eyes and imagined it was Lexie.
When he heard her tell Alex that she lobved him, even if she actually didn´t and was only saying it because he thought she was Izzie, he felt as his heart was glass and it just had shattered into a billion pieces, just the thought of her loving someone else...
At first, he coudln´t stand watching lexie trying to move on past him, then he noticed she wasn´t trying, she was actually moving on, and she looked happy and at the end of the day, if she was happy, he was happy.
They knew in the end they could only love eachother.
And if two people are meant to be together eventually they´ll find they´re way back.
They will find they´re way back in heaven and all those thing he said to her when she was dying, will be true.
So far away from where you are
These miles have torn us worlds apart
And I miss you
Yeah, I miss you
So far away from where you are
Standing underneath the stars
And I wish you were here
I miss the years that were erased
I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face
I miss all the little things
I never thought that they'd mean everything to me
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here
I feel the beating of your heart
I see the shadows of your face
Just know that wherever you are
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here
R.I.P Mark Sloan 1968 - 2012.
Mark ∞ Lexie