My Saving Grace
Rating: M
Warning: there is a rape scene. If you don't want to read it, you should probably skip over it. I starred the beginning of the M rated scene and the ending of the M rated scene.
Disclaimer: I don't own SnK
Edited: October 4, 2018
Chapter One
It was late in the evening as Sasha Braus, new Survey Corps member, found herself delivering a message to one of the MP commanding officers named Michael Garforth. The message was entrusted to her by Commander Erwin Smith of the Survey Corps and she was determined to not fail. Many people presume that she wasn't smart and she hated those accusations because it wasn't the case. Her personality as a laid back, easy going person made it difficult to prove them wrong. However, she was determined to deliver a simple document successfully. As she approached the MP headquarters, she couldn't help but wonder at the large building.
She met an MP outside of the headquarters and held up the document for the guard to see. "I'm Sasha Braus of the Survey Corps! I was asked by Commander Erwin Smith to deliver this document to Section Commander Michael Garforth!"
The guard waved her in and gave her directions to the Section Commander's office. Sasha walked down the elaborate hallways. They must have a lot of money to waste if they are spending money to make such elaborate halls. She asked an MP as she was walking by for directions. Sasha felt relieved when the MP decided to guide her to the office herself.
Sasha was showed into the room and was met with piercing dark eyes belonging to a tall man sitting at a desk. Sitting in chairs around the officer's desk were several other men. She marched her way further into the room and saluted. "Sasha Braus of the Survey Corps. I am here to deliver a document from Survey Corps Commander Erwin Smith to Section Commander Garforth!"
"At ease, soldier," the dark-eyed man said with a slight smile. "I'm Section Commander Michael Garforth. Now, let me see that document."
Startled by his kindness, Sasha obediently walked over to his desk to hand him the message. She fidgeted a little under the gaze of four other men sitting around her as she waited for Garforth to finish reading the document.
"Well, now, then. Thank you for delivering this message."
Sasha saluted. "Your welcome sir."
"You must be quite the busy soldier," the commanding officer said warmly to her.
Sasha shrugged. "Training and expeditions do make a soldier quite busy sir."
"You must be tired and hungry. Would you like to take a short break before heading back to the Survey Corps headquarters?"
"Oh, I could not," Sasha said shaking her head.
"You must be hungry and slightly thirsty. I have some leftovers that one of the section commanders gave me to try, but I just ate an hour ago. Take a break before you go back to the Survey Corps," Garforth said smiling.
"Ah," said Sasha embarrassed at the compliment. She was going to refuse, but she didn't want to appear to be rude. "I guess a tiny break wouldn't hurt," Sasha conceded as she took a seat one of the officers offered her.
"I think it is remarkable that a woman is part of the Survey Corps."
Sasha flushed and looked down at her hands. "I joined because I wanted to protect my village."
"That is very courageous of you to risk your life for your village."
Sasha shrugged. Garforth gestured towards one of the men. "Get the food for the soldier here and prepare the table so she could eat."
"Yes sir."
Garforth turned his warm gaze towards Sasha. "Would you like anything to drink?"
"Uh, tea? Please."
Garforth smiled. "We have tea. James, get the tea that I serve to my guests if you will."
"Yes, sir."
Sasha waited quietly as the officers spoke among themselves and Garforth continued to flip through documents. The door opened and Sasha turned to see James with a cup of tea in his hand. She thanked him as she took the cup and sipped from it.
Sasha couldn't help but feel small in comparison to everyone in the room. She continued to sip from the cup. She couldn't help but think the tea had such a nice taste to it. Cinnamon and something else she couldn't place her finger on. She felt a warmth spreading throughout her whole entire body. It was almost unreal at how warm her body felt. She lightly placed her hand on her forehead not aware the officers were watching her with interest and Garforth's slight smile.
"Would you like to eat?" Garforth asked her gently.
Sasha turned her hazel eyes on the commanding officer. "W-what?" she mumbled.
"We got food," Garforth clarified.
"Food. Yes, food sounds good," Sasha mumbled standing up and almost falling before she stabilized herself. She felt a hand holding onto her arm.
"Allow me to escort you to the table," Garforth said smiling as he practically half-carried, half-dragged the girl out of the room towards the table. Sasha kept her eyes on her feet, concentrating to put one foot in front of the other. She looked up and stopped dead in her tracks. She stared at the bared table that had rope all over the table. She slowly turned to look at Garforth who had moved behind her. Before she could say a word, his men grabbed her and lifted her off the ground. Sasha began to thrash.
******M rated scene******
"What the hell are you doing?!" the auburn-haired girl snapped struggling to free her limbs but for some reason her limbs weren't responding. Horrified, she stared at Garforth. "What the hell did you do to me?"
Garforth ignored her. "Tie her down boys."
"You sick bastard," Sasha snarled as she struggled against the men who wrestled her onto the table. As three men held down, another two men tied her to the table with the ropes. Sasha struggled but she was starting to get too tired to fight back.
Garforth moved to her head and stroked her cheek. Sasha snapped her teeth at him and Garforth yanked his hand back. Sasha was satisfied to see a bite mark on his hand. However, her satisfaction was short lived as a large hand collided with her cheek snapping her head to the side.
"Gag her. The bitch just bit me," Garforth barked.
"You are a horrible person!" Sasha spat.
Garforth shrugged. "You are easy, my dear. I have needs to be fulfilled."
Tears trickled down her face as another man wrestled the gag into her mouth. Sasha stared in horror as Garforth waved a hand at James who gleefully ripped her shirt off of her body while another officer, who had prepared the table, used a knife to cut through her pants. Sasha closed her eyes as she was bared to the horrid man who was leering at her.
Sasha's eyes widened when she heard buckles snapping and the rustle of pants being dropped to the floor. "My, my, men. Look at how toned this woman's body is. I must say Survey Corps women have quite gorgeous bodies. Now, leave us!" Sasha watched as the commander's officers left her tied to the table with a man who had no qualms taking her virginity.
Garforth moved to stand in between her parted legs. She desperately tried to move her legs closed but huge hands gripped her thighs in a fierce grip that caused her to wince in pain.
"Please," she whimpered. "I'm begging you to stop. Do not do this. Please just let me go back to my headquarters."
She felt a tiny bit of hope when she saw him pause. Is he…?
Her eyes widened in shock as he jerked his hips and impaled himself in her causing her to jerk and scream in pain.
"Stop!" she screamed as he roughly thrusted into her. "You are hurting me!'
He leaned over her writhing body and pulled her left breast into his mouth. "That's a shame," he said as he released her left breast with a pop. "I like it rough especially with virgins."
Sasha struggled against his grip but she was already spent. She just laid there wincing and gasping as Garforth violated her. The horrid man began to thrust faster and harder with no restraint until he finally shuddered as his seed poured into her body. Sasha just laid there as he pulled himself out of her and fixed himself.
Sasha closed her eyes, exhausted. It felt as if she had been ripped to pieces. When she was finally left alone by herself, Sasha allowed herself to cry.
Please…someone…save me.
*****M rated scene ends*****
Levi was sitting working on his paperwork when he heard someone knocking on his door.
"Come in," he said shortly, eyes never leaving the document he had been reading.
"Um, sir," he heard Eren Jaeger.
Levi looked up. "What is it?"
"Um, sir, uh—"
"Spit it out, brat."
"I'm worried about someone!" he practically yelped.
Levi raised an eyebrow.
"It's Sasha Braus. Commander Erwin sent Sasha to deliver a document to MP headquarters and she hasn't returned yet. It's been over an hour, sir. I was wondering if you could—"
"Get her?"
Eren shifted. "Yes, sir."
Levi grunted and pushed himself from his desk. "I hate searching for brats. I will let Commander Erwin know about your request and let him deal with it. Knowing you, you will continue to beg me until I get pissed and decide to look for another shitty brat for you. Don't give me that look, Jaeger. It's written all over your pathetic face. Go back to the mess hall before I decide my boot looks better on your face than on the floor."
"Yes sir," Eren Jaeger said, saluting. The brat practically sprinted out of his office. Levi walked briskly to Commander Erwin's office.
Good time to bother Eyebrows.
Levi didn't bother knocking on the door to his superior's office. Erwin sharply looked up and opened his mouth and was about to reprimand Levi but stopped when he saw the expression on Levi's face.
Although, to most people, they wouldn't be able to tell that Levi was worried unless they knew him as well as Erwin did.
"What's wrong?" Erwin asked.
"Sasha Braus."
Recognition flashed in Erwin's blue eyes. "I sent Ms. Braus to the MP headquarters to deliver a document to Section Commander Michael Garforth."
"According to the brat, it has been over an hour, oh now, it's over two hours ago."
Concern showed slightly in Erwin's eyes. "Hmm, maybe I should send Hange out to fetch the girl."
But something in Erwin's statement bothered Levi more than anything else. He slammed his hands on Erwin's desk. "Did you say Garforth?"
"Yes, why?"
"Do you know about his reputation?"
"As a capable commander? Yes."
"No, Erwin, you respectable idiot. I'm talking about his slutish behavior. And he doesn't get the women, he takes them." Levi paused to see the horror in Erwin's eyes.
"Levi! Take your squad and get her!" Erwin snapped alarmed. "I'm going to inform Eren and his teammates that you are going to get her."
Levi was out of the room before Erwin finished. Levi was more than alarmed. And more than just angry.
Garforth. You better pray to whatever god you believe in that I don't see your ugly face.
Levi gritted his teeth, enraged.
End Note: This was one of the hardest things I have ever to write about. This never happened to me, but it happened to my sister (it still bothers me). This story will be discussing rape victims and what people should do for a rape victim.
For anyone who found this offensive, I did put warnings letting you guys know what you're in for. But, if you didn't expect that, I apologize. I want to make it clear that this is for educational and for venting (personal) purposes.
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~Lady Serai