OK, so this is not a songfic. It's a real song by a band called Cavashawn. I heard them play last week and they are pretty good. You can go to iTunes and search the band name. They only have 4 songs, but I like all of them. I posted this because it was ultra similar to Bella's feelings after Edward left in New Moon. Give the song a chance on iTunes and read it here. My notes are in italics. !Viva Cavashawn!
Disclaimer: I don't own the band Cavashawn, the song Just Because or the Twilight series.
Just Because- Cavashawn
Ever
since you moved on
I don't know where I belong
My past has
found its way in
But to tell you the truth
I'm not me without
you
Too late for us to begin
I know, I know you know we're
both alone
Tell me, would you tell me how you are on your own
When
all you want is not enough
Just because
We never called it
love (but
E and B did)
Doesn't
make it right to leave
There you stand at the door
Barefoot
on the wood floor
I wake to find I'm dreaming
But does it
hurt you
The way it hurts me
To have to tell you
This is
goodbye (but
she didn't say goodbye; they made up)
And all this time spent
Wondering would we make it
Now we
know (
but it was a happy ending)
I
remember when we laughed and said
"I really want my life to
matter
But I don't know what I'm chasing after."
Now I
finally see I'm not who I hoped I'd be (sad
song + fits with story + happy endingYAY!!)