Hey guys, I want to work on two stories at once. I have a lot of good things I wanna write about and I can't map everything out how I want it. It's so hard.. so I'm going to do my best.

This story is mine, but unfortunately, the mega cool main characters belongs to CLAMP. =[

COMMOTION

"Stop where you are.. don't come any closer." She said.

"Sweetie what are you talking about? What are you doing?" Said the boy as he tried to take a step closer to the emerald eyed beauty who is right about now on the verge of jumping off the bridge right behind her into the deep blue sea.

"I'm sorry, please don't come. I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to. It couldn't be helped though. I know it's my fault but I dont deserve it anymore. Please forgive me." She begged, hyperventilating but no one could get near her.

Knowing that she is serious when she says something and if anyone got closer, she'll jump.

Tears flowing freely out of her eyes now as she clutches her heart. She tries to hold herself up with the railing but is failing miserably when suddenly a voice from somewhere in the crowd shouts, "IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT. YOU STUPID LITTLE SLUT. HOW DARE YOU? YOU DON'T DESERVE HIM, HE'S TO FUCKIN' GOOD FOR YOUR BITCHASS ANYWAYS HOE SO HURRY THE FUCK UP AND JUST LEAVE ALREADY!!!" Then the tone sounded pain saying, "With you being here.. he'll never heal. HE NEVER WILL!!! So please, just leave us alone. Haven't you done enough damage already!? Just please.. go.."

While everyone turns to glare at the voice, the emerald eyed girl just stared at the owner of the voice and realized it was one of her best friends. Anger, fear, pain and every emotion possible flashed through her eyes as she quickly remembered everything that happened between them.

With a small smile, she straightened herself out and said..

SOMEWHERE CLOSE BY

'Please Sakura, don't do whatever you're thinking. I'm almost there. Hang on. Just a little bit longer. Why didn't you tell me you idiot?!?! WHY? Why do you always have to hurt yourself? Why am I so in love with you when you're such an idiot?'

A boy of 17, running to the now crowded area. Tears forming at the corner of his eyes made him made up his mind. He wanted to marry her. And regardless of anything and everything; that's exactly what he's going to do.

'God, Forgive me for I have sinned, I'm a bad person, I'm selfless and I'm an idiot when it comes down to things like this and situations like these; I've never asked for anything from you in my life so far, not that I even deserve it. But just this once, please let me make it on time. Protect her with all you've got. And I will do everything in my power to devote myself in you. I'll believe. Please, I'll do penance. Practice abstinence. Anything.

'I'll do anything as long as you keep her safe for me. Take me if you want. Please, she's been through enough. God, this is the only thing I ask of you. I want nothing more than her safety. Just a few more seconds.'

As he ran, he recalled of what she said to him three months before things started to change between them.

[[I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything. How I've hurt you. I've hurt those around me and I wish nothing more than to take back that feeling. But what's done is done. As much as I want to take back all the pain that I've caused everyone, I can't. So the only thing I want to say is please. Forgive me for being an idiot. Forgive me for lying and decieving everyone. I didn't expect it to be such a big problem.

[[It's gone too far, the only way to get myself out is this. Just in case, if anything ever happens to me, just know.. I'll always love you. Only you. And I'm sorry for so much trouble.]]

And with that, she turned and ran away.

'But not again' he thought. 'This time, I won't let you leave me again, I was an idiot for not going after you once, but not this time. I'm more than determined to make you the most happiest person alive. So don't you dare.'

COMMOTION

"It's gone too far, the only way to get myself out is this. Just in case, if anything ever happens to me, just know.. I'll always love him. Only him. I never meant to be so weak." She closed her eyes, holding her hands together and as if she's praying she says, "Lord, please keep him safe. I've never prayed to you before, I've always used your name in vain, but just this once, before I go, I just want to make sure, you HAVE to give me your word, that NO harm will be done to him. Please. In any way, can you promise me?"

As if replying to her, there was a gust of wind and as she opened her tear filled eyes, she smiled a small smile as she saw him head towards her but before he could reach out, she held her arms out and fell backwards over the railing into the sea.

It was a long way down and she could hear her best friend's boyfriend and her best friend, her little brother, her father, Mei Mei, Chi, Rika, Naoko, Takashi, Ryu, Mike and Justin, everyone shouting her name.

But she just ignored it and once she felt that she had gone under the water, she let herself go.

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'A little bit more.'

5 seconds..

4..

3..

2...

Pushing his way across the crowded area, he spotted the girl he loved so much smile at him. At the point, no one else existed. Just her and him. He was so close to having her in his arms again. Until he saw her fall backwards. He started panicing and without noticing, he ran through the last person, and replaced the spot where she stood just moments before when it finally dawned on him that she jumped.

He kicked off his shoes and jumped after her, ignoring the shouts and screams from everyone.

PAUSE.

Okay, I see as you all are confused, I should do a little explaining and what happened, how it started, before it all started, how it led to this scene you see right now and maybe what happened afterwards? Maybe you should sit down for this, no interruptions. Just listen. All your questions will be answered at the end.

"Before we begin, please, listen to the words, how everything starts and after one thing leading to another, learn from this. Don't make the same mistakes that this girl has done. Although, unintentionally, not only has she hurt those around her, gave her foes the satisfaction that they needed but also, she hurt herself. Understand, put yourself in her shoes, and feel what she feels. If you don't do that, this story will be meaningless."

Well, this girl you see here.. her name is..

My name is Sakura Kinomoto. I'm 17 this year and this is a story of how I met my Mr. Right, fell in love and at the same time, hurt all my friends, family, myself.. and him. I never thought the damage would be so great. But boy was I wrong.

If I could turn back time, I'd take it all back. But I can't, now.. I can just live. That is my punishment, live til the end of my days. I will do that just for him. But let's go back..

..to the place where it all started.

Please tell me what you think.. And I have a question.. what does "AU" mean? And I need a new pen name. Anyone have any suggestions? =p