This is just a short little one shot I wrote in my spare time. Enjoy!
She sat there in the tub, her fiery curls cascading down her back, which were now damp at the ends. She was going to do it. She could live like this anymore. No matter how much she loved her son, she knew she couldn't continue living with the pain of what she had done.
As she sat there, a blade in hand, she thought of Jace. Her amazing husband that she loved so much, she had failed him, and she knew it. She wasn't good enough for him. One cut.
Then she thought of her beautiful son. She had failed him as well, and just that thought, she knew she couldn't live with. Another cut.
The lightwoods and Magnus. Once they found out what she had done they wouldn't be able to look at her without feeling disgusted, and honestly, she didn't blame them. Third cut
Simon. How she would miss her best friend, well Ex best friend. he was the first to find out what she did, and had immediately dis-owned her. She cut again.
All these thoughts of the people she loved consumed her, and it was in this moment that she decided her fate. She didn't deserve to live. She didn't deserve the life that she had, or the people around her. They didn't need her around causing more havoc and ruining more lives, but she also couldn't leave without telling them why she did it. Why she took her life.
She glanced down next to her at the note she had written, explaining why she did what she did. And in that moment, she brought the blade back to her wrists and forced it into her skin.
She dragged the blade through her skin feeling hot blood spill down her bare wrists, wincing slightly from pain. She did the same to her opposite wrist and leaned back in the tub. The edges of her vision went black and she drifted peacefully into oblivion.
so, that was the one shot. I might add another chapter showing Jace finding her but I'm not sure yet. Review!
(also go check out my friend 'searchfanfic' her stories are really amazing and well thought out)