Hidden Inside
An iCarly fanfic
Seddie
Sam's Point Of View
Sam's thoughts
I DONT OWN iCARLY!!!
I sat there staring across the lunchroom. There he stood. Talking with the guys. "If he ever knew." I watched him laugh loudly at what someone said. "I wish I were there."
"Sam? Sam? Are you listening?" Carly said waving a hand in front of my face. I looked at her.
"Hey, of course I'm listening," I said quickly. "What was she talking about?" Carly looked skeptically at me.
"Really? What did I say?" she said with a grin. "Shit!"
"Uh…you think Jake will ask you out soon." "That's believable!" Carly glared.
"No, I haven't talked about him for a long time. I said what do you want to do on the next iCarly?" she said annoyed. "oh…I need to pay more attention."
"We can do whatever. I don't care." I said quietly going back to my previous activity.
Carly doesn't know. No one knows. But sometimes I wish that I would tell. But I am scared to tell. Yes I, Sam Puckett, am scared. Now everyday I must see him and hide it. After school I must do the same. But happily after everyone is asleep I can release my feeling alone with no one knowing. I'm never going to tell that I cry or like someone. But one other fear I have. That my chance will pass. That he will find someone and then all chances I have will be thrown away. So all of the real Sam, the one who everyone thinks they see, must be hidden away. Safely away in the depths of the tough Sam shell that I show. Because if I let my real self show, I will get hurt. And Sam Puckett doesn't get hurt. So Freddie, the Sam your seeing says you're a dork, but the real one, hidden deep inside, says three words. I love you!