I thought I was something special. I thought I was important. Now I know I'm just one face among the many. All this time I held on to a small drop of hope that I mattered. Hoped that maybe, just maybe you were starting to feel something for me. But after leaving us, leaving me, I can see it is all was false hope. I guess this is one of my character flaws. Not being able to see the truth about the ones I love. I refused to believe that Lisa was no longer human and almost died because of it. And now with you; thinking I was anything more than a part time shag. I use to think after all the things I have seen that it made me rough. That I was stronger than before; able to survive on my own. Now I know that it is not the case, but I have to move on. I have to live my own life because no one is going to live if for me.
A voice broke Ianto out of his inner monologue. "Ianto. Blowfish. Lets move."