This was originally a song fic... I wrote it for a friends birthday,

AkuRoku, Rated M

I do not own Kingdom Hearts or anything else about it.

It had been two weeks since Axel awoke with a nasty headache, He was alive... that caused major confusion to sweep his body. Wasn't he supposed to be dead? He had used up all his energy to save Sora while in the portal.. He disappeared... What happened to him?

Axel now sat on the front steps in traverse town. It was August seventeenth. the birthday of his dear Roxas.

He remembered Roxas. Oh god he did. The man plagued his mind every moment. He had never felt this way before. But of course... he never felt anything before this. But god, emotions were raging inside of him. The mention of Roxas would send his heart running. It scared him. So many things happened with thoughts of Roxas, The most intriguing one, was a dream of Roxas under him, panting and moaning his name softly. 'Axel... Axel... Oh Axel... Harder...', When he woke up a sticky white liquid was in his pants...

"Oh Roxas. Where are you?" Axel softly questioned, then looked down, a small blush came to his face as he pulled his legs together. there was an embarrassing bulge in his pants. "heheh" He nervously laughed.

"Axel?' Riku questioned. For the past five minutes he had been staring at the red spikes from behind. He wasn't sure that was Axel till he heard the Roxas comment.

Axel turned his torso to look at the male that called his name. "Riku!" Axel jumped up. "Your not blindfolded anymore!" He started to look over the smaller male's body. "You have a new outfit!"

Axel had helped the silver haired male after the whole darkness episode. It was kinda weird seeing him like this.

"Aren't you supposed to be dead?" Riku questioned. Sora had told him about that... He had also told Roxas who fell into a depression for a week. It would be a lie to say Roxas forgot about the male. In a heart to heart talk Roxas had revealed feelings for the red head. He guessed Roxas could feel because Sora was near him.

"Yea, but for some reason I woke up two weeks ago with a heavy heart" Axel smirked. "What are you doing here? Aren't you supposed to be with Sora?" Axel scratched his head.

"I'm picking up a birthday present for him and Roxas" Riku replied watching Axel's facial expression.

"ROXAS?!? My Roxas, You know where he is?!" Axel's face showed surprise, so much that Axel jumped back with it.

"Yea, He's with Sora in destiny islands" Riku smirked. He had found the birthday present.

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Axel waited in anticipation of his dearly beloved Roxas... God he had to see the male, his heart ached for the male... could... this be... Love?... It had to be. Thinking back on the other Organization members he never felt like this for them. Not even his close friend Demyx. Damn he needed... NEEDED Roxas.

After a LONG talk on sex... Whatever that was:

As they approached Destiny islands, Axel thought his heart would explode, it was beating so fast. He was so nervous... "Roxas..." he muttered softly. it took so long. But finally Riku declared them home. Axel jumped out of the darkness about tripping and looked around. "Roxie?!??!" He breathed out. Finally he spotted the blonde's back.

With a running start he embraced the blonde. "Roxie!" Axel cried out causing a meep from the smaller blonde.

"Axel!" Suddenly another blonde glomped him... He recognized the voice and the grip.

"Demyx?!" He exclaimed turning his head to see the other blonde and the emo kid Zexion, pulling Roxas up with him he stared.

"Myde now!" Demyx smiled.

"Axel?" Roxas softly muttered looking up at the male that held him close. Roxas turned softly in Axel's hands.

Demyx... or Myde arrived with Zexion... or Ienzo a week before, That's how Roxas broke out of his depression... Riku should have warned Axel...

"Myde, come" Ienzo softly ordered, and like a good boy Myde chased after him. Weird... Myde was older but Ienzo ordered him around.

Roxas now stared up at the red head. "Aren't... you... d-"

"Do I look like it?" Axel replied with a smartass grin. "The afterlife was sooner then expected"

Roxas laid his head on Axel's chest, and now heard a soft beat within his chest. Axel was alive. and had a heart!

"I love you Axel" Roxas confessed.

"I love me too" Axel smiled. after a minute of hesitation Axel grabbed Roxas's chin and tilted his head up, claiming a soft kiss. "I love you too,"

Axel didn't know how it happened. One minute they were on Destiny Island, softly kissing, then Roxas dragged him to a tree house, over looking the sea, Then an amazing kiss had started. Roxas shoved his tongue between Axel's lips in an amazing kiss. Quickly acting he used his own tongue to fight Roxas's. So many emotions ran threw his mind and body. He was experiencing the lump in his pants... or what Riku called an erection, he explained what to do with it. The kiss was amazing. Surprisingly Axel was the one that started to push Roxas's shirt off. He was new to this- but for some reason the memory of what Riku told him, and his sex drive was acting on its own.

Axel's hands traveled all over Roxas's body with a warm after feeling, his fingers dancing down to Roxas's fly as his heart beat faster and Roxas desperately kicked off his shoes. He could feel Roxas's lump. He bent down to claim the blonde's lips, and Roxas started to attack his zipper, quickly pushing it down. Axel grinned as he slid off his beloved's pants, then his jacket. The hardness of his erection caused him to undress in under a minute.

Roxas leaned forward and claimed his lips. "Fuck me" He gasped into the kiss.

Axel remembered the lube, and in a panic he grabbed it. Then stopped. "This is sex... right?" He questioned a tad embarrassed. Roxas nodded with a small laugh, dying from his erection.

Axel took a deep breath and coated a finger with the liquid. He found the entrance and stuck a finger in, gaining a moan from the blonde below him. His body was going wild. This was amazing. Axel quickly added a second finger, his breath already becoming irregular, he gave that a good minute before the third finger. He was nervous.

"Ready?" He questioned softly. Roxas nodded.

Axel poured most of what was left in the bottle on his member, then slowly thrusted in.

It was amazing. A loud moan escaped Axel's lips as his member was engulfed in the hot cavern of Roxas's ass. His body was going nuts, and from the feel of Roxas's body, so was his.

Every movement was filled with love, passion, and lust. Every thrust came ache for the other's body. and soon, they both spilled their seed, Axel's coursed threw Roxas's body.

"I love you Axel" Roxas muttered after the seed settled down.

"I love you too Roxas, it feels like I have forever," It seemed like the love had been stored in his heart.

"Now lets get dressed, and head back to Sora's house. I hear rumbling in the distance."