1Naruto and its characters belong to Masashi Kishimo

Warning: Shonnen Ai and course language

My addiction

I have been given an order by Kakashi-Sensei to go to bed; it is late at night and I am supposed to be home resting and getting ready cause of the mission that my team and I have tomorrow. But, I can't sleep...you see I am an addict.

Not to drugs but too adrenalin.

I keep trying to find new and better ways to satisfy my craving for it. The sweet song and the rush is something I cannot ignore.

I stand on top of the Hokage monument and wonder what it would feel like to fly. I have often thought of jumping off just to feel myself free fall. Don't get me wrong I am not looking to kill myself I just want that rush.

I want to feel alive.

I keep staring down and inching closer to the edge. Already I feel it ...The sweet song of my drug and... Kyuubi going ballistic in his cage.

KIT GET THE HELL AWAY FROM THERE DAMMIT !!!

If I would have known what a sadistic little bastard I was going to be sealed in to I NEVER would have attacked this fucking village!!

ARE YOU EVEN LISTENING TO ME ???

Hmm? You say something Kyuu??

I hate you !!

I really can't help but give a small laugh.

He hates it when I do this shit; I guess he has never felt the need to get a rush.

I used to stand in front of his cage and laugh at him and mock him...he caught on real fast to what I was doing and has quit being my supplier.

If my team and my Sensei knew about this side of me ...no telling what would happen. I would probably be locked up in a mental ward under suicide watch.

Heh if they knew I actually get off...yes as in cum in pants I KNOW they would have me taking therapy from Ibiki.

Now that is funny... one loon trying to help another.

I am so close to edge that I can feel the pebbles and rocks falling over the edge; Suddenly I feel someone wrap their arms around my waist and I feel the person leap up in to the air and then we are free falling.

YES!! This is the rush ...sweet Kami I love this feeling !!

Poor Kyuubi is screaming and having a heart attack.

As suddenly as it started it ends with one fast jutsu and we are back where we started.

I am shaking and panting as I have just had a massive orgasm.

"Can we do it again?"I ask the person and I hear him give a small laugh.

"Only on one condition...you never and I mean EVER do this with anyone except me...understand?" He orders.

"Deal...by the way my name is Uzumaki Naruto." I turn around to see the man that is still holding me.

"Gekkou Hayate" He says as he gives me a small smile and launches us off the monument again.

I return the smile and I feel my excitement return a million fold. Once again we are at the top of the monument and I know that my eyes are as glassy as Hayates' are.

He just holds me and kisses me.

" That was..." He trails off.

"Yeah.." I answer back.

Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Six months later

I am walking through the village with my team coming back from a mission...delivering herbs to a healer on the out skirts of the village.

Kakashi has left to turn in the mission report and Sakura glomped on to Sasuke as soon as we walked through the gates trying yet again to get him to take her out.

Seems like after being rejected a few hundred times she would have taken the hint... I guess she likes the bitter taste of rejection .

As for me ...I am bored out of my mind as Hayate has been gone on a month long mission and has forbidden me from doing ANYTHING without him.

No thrill seeking til he gets home.

We got together six months ago when we found out we shared the same addiction as well as the same ...side effects.

In fact we will be together seven months in two weeks I will buy him something nice. But, what though ?...that is the question.

No one else knows about us and that is the way it will stay.

After all who need to know ?

Sasuke has become more and more of an ass over the last five months and has taken to stalking me.

I really have no idea what the hell he is thinking about tracking me all over Konoha like some damn fan girl. I really hate him when he does this shit; Seems like he would be more understanding as he has his OWN rabid fan girls stalking after him.

Hayate had been jealous I informed him that I would NEVER consider being with that fool.

Sasuke could never give me what I really want and beside that ...Hayate is all that I want and more.

Hell even Kyuubi has approved of Hayate...and that is saying something.

I walk in to my apartment and shut the door and lock it. I take off my sandals and jacket tossing the jacket on the couch and walking to the bathroom.

Stripping off my clothes I and tossing them in to the corner I walk over to the shower and turn on the taps to a suitable temperature.

I step in to the shower and let the water cascade over my body rinsing off all the sweat and grime of the day. I give a deep sigh as the water calms my nerves and the stress of the day melts away.

I pick up my wash clothe and pour some shower gel on to it and begin washing myself off. I then wash my hair and then stand under the water again letting the white suds run off of me.

Once all the soap is off of me I turn off the taps and open the curtain to get my towel. drying off quickly I step out and go to my bedroom and get my clean clothes.

I no sooner reach in to my closet and I can feel two chakras across the way. I glance over and see Sasuke and Kakashi-Sensei...PEEPING ON ME ????

I don't BELIEVE THIS!!

I stomp to my window and snatch my blinds closed I then reach in to my closet and all but rip my clothes from the hangers and storm off to my bathroom and dress in PRIVACY!!

After I put on my clothes I storm out the front door and go to confront them.

However, by the time I get there they are long gone.

I don't believe this shit !! What the hell do they think they are doing ??

I swear if they try this shit again I will report their asses to Tsunade !!

I mean Sasuke is bad enough but Kakashi-Sensei???

He is my SENSEI for Kamis' sake !!!

I can feel Kyuubi just nodding in agreement with me as I am on a major rant spree.

I am going to try and just say that all this was nothing more than a REALLY bad coincidence and for their sake it had better been !

No, I am not so foolish as to actually believe that load but ... I will pretend to.

I go across the roof tops and try my best to calm down and enjoy the evening air.

I find myself at the top of the Hokage monument and I lay across the head of Yondaime and begin watching the sunset when I feel someone drop down next to me.

I look over and come face to face with Kakashi-Sensei.

"Care to explain why you were peeping on me?" I ask cutting right to the heart of the matter.

"Well you see I was walking past and saw Sasuke so I stopped to see what he was doing that was when you came out and ..." He trailed off.

"Mmmhhmmm... that had better be the truth cause I have had with Sasuke stalking me and I am ready to go to Tsunade baa-chan if this happens again... I mean it !" I almost snarl.

"I spoke with him about him stalking you and he said he would stop; However, if he does do this again then I agree you should indeed tell the Hokage." Kakashi said.

I just nod and keep watching the sunset as he watches it with me.

We sit there like that until the moon is high in the sky.

"I am going home... come on and I will walk you home." Kakashi-sensei says as he stands up.

I just nod and get up and follow him as we walk down the monument.

We walk through the village and I feel a deep peace come over me as I watch the people scurry about hurrying home to be with their families or just hang out with their friends.

I glance over at Kakashi-sensei and notice that he has his nose buried in his book again.

How in the hell he can read in the dark is entirely beyond me.

He drops me off at my front door and waits until I am inside and have my door locked before he leaves.

I don't even bother turning on any lights I just take off my sandals and walk back to my bedroom and almost have a heart attack.

Hayate is back and is laying on my bed with a towel around his waist and is staring at me with a heated look in his eyes.

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