Chapter 1: I Can't Believe It's Really Me
Well, I didnt expect to be standing here...ever. Or, actually, dancing here. I never expected it to be me. I never thought that it would be me looking him in the eyes, smiling into his heavenly face, his beautiful eyes. I was always the friend, never the girlfriend...thats always been it. I've always been the one to stand back and be the best friend instead of the girlfriend. Most of my friends are guys, and most of them are pretty good-looking. My best girl friend, Tawny, told me that one of them would crack... and two of them did, Dean and Dane. Jimmy and I are still good friends, after he abruptly broke up with me after going out with me from the end of eighth grade to the late-middle of nineth grade. But Dane doesn't talk to me after I caught him cheating on me with my ex-best friend, Salia Donahoue last year at sophmore prom. Both of them tried explaining to me that it was the others fault, but I blew them both off whenever they tried. Tawny and Charlie both helped me through it.
Oh yeah, Charlie he's my best guy friend. We've been friends since the first day of kindergarten when he asked me to color with him and share my cookies(honestly, I think he was just after the cookies). Our moms were best friends as kids, and grew up in the same houses we're growing up in. Charlie's mom moved away her senior year, and moved back years later, married with a five year old son. They didn't know they lived that close together again until a parent teacher confrence when Charlie and I wanted to show our parents our best friends. They reconized each other, and they became best friends again.
We've been able to hold on to being friend untill now, our senior year. Tawny told me we always had perfect chemistry, but we always blew it off. There was no reason to ruin our everlasting freindship.
I held him, and sang our song. He was the most beautiful thing in my world.
But back to what was happening, after all that had gone on my senior year...which you really won't understand with out hearing the begining... which I was reminising about anyways to try and remember how exactly I got here.