You always will, a castle fanfic

It's Kate Beckett's thought about her relationship/friendship/partnership with Rick Castle. I Just had to write this.

Thinking about the things I've done to you,

I don't deserve your trust,

Definitely not your love.

Wish I could erase all the things I did,

All the lies I said.

I left today without a word,

Without a goodbye,

Don't hate me,

Don't disown me,

Even if I'm not here,

I'm near.

I always thought you would leave,

But you stayed,

I wish I had the strong will,

To let you know the truth,

The truth that I love you,

That I always did and I always will.

I don't even wish for your forgiveness,

I'm way too broken for you,

I'm way too damaged to be loved,

You'll survive without me,

You always will.

I'm a mess,

That'll mess you up too,

Please don't look at me,

With those blue orbs,

Filled with undying love,

For a person undeserving like me.

You're perfect with everything,

You'll find someone better,

Please don't pull me when I'm pushing you away,

You need to leave,

You need to survive,

You have a family,

To love and to live for.

You need to move on,

You need to forget me,

Like a nightmare,

I'll never be able to love you the way you need,

Please leave,

Please understand,

You'll survive without me,

Like you always did before you met me.

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