An: Well here is the sequel to Outta My Head. I Hope you like it. Note it takes place before and after Drive, but is Au in some respects, which you will see when you read.
Disclaimer: I don't own Star Trek Voyager, Paramount does. This is also based on scorey5001's video on Youtube called Breaking Up. Youtube is owned by Google.
Breaking Up
B'Elanna's POV
I think my Klingon heritage is keeping him from me. We fight a lot. Just yesterday we had another infamous fight in the mess hall. Sure we are going through that void. Neelix thinks it is just the void, but I know differently. It is sometimes over big things other times little. I try to talk to Tom, but he doesn't listen or ignores me. I could kill that TV He gets himself into that TV and won't listen when I am telling him about my day. Then he says things like now that is classic and I get so mad. I stomp out of the room. err he aggravates me so much
Yea we are married, but it seems like we are still dating. I try to like what he likes, I also try to get him to notice me, and he just doesn't. I just don't get why he likes ships and water, then when he is not talking about that he is doing Captain Proton on the Holodeck. Then he doesn't listen to me when we are in the middle of a conversation in the Mess Hall. But if she comes up to our table in the mess hall he will always sit and listen attentively. Sometimes I think he loves her and not me. But that can't be right, he married me.?
His holodeck programs can be over the top. I agree he does have a natural talent for it, but some characters like the ones in Sandrine's are just wrong. I still want to punch some of them.
I appreciate the fact that he tries to understand my Klingon heritage, but I still think he might leave me like my dad did to my mom. I think that is half the reason why we fight. My dad left because he could not deal with my mom and the Klingon home world, but before he left he and mom were always fighting, just like me and Tom. I know this because when they thought I was asleep in my room they would fight, but the truth is there fighting scared me and kept me up.
Then there is the fact that he has tea with her almost every day. He tells me not to be jealous and that they just have tea and chat about their lives before D.Q. Since they grew up in similar backgrounds I let it slide, but I still wonder. I think they knew each other before Voyager, because he can get her to do things I would normally not think she would do. Harry told me that when he first came onboard that she told him that ma'am was only to be used in a crunch time. I have herd Tom use it in passing with her, and she lets him.
Then he kisses me and I forget about it tell later. I am not sure what to do, I think I will think about it more. Maybe I am over reacting, I don't know though. What if he wants to break it off, what if he is having an affair? No I don't think Tom would be the one to have an affair. I think she on the other hand knows more about Tom than I do and we are married, not her and Tom.
An: Thanks for reading. I just want you to know that the last two parts of this story will have to wait until the week after this coming, because I am going to a conference and I have no way of connecting to the internet. It sucks but what can you do. Oh and please review.