Ah I'm feeling really… different… And I dedicate this poem to Raymond, Wolf. J It's just to get my feelings out so don't criticize me people! (And this is really how we met)

My head was in my hands

As I sat in the back

Being all glum and gloomy

Not a smile could I crack

The shadows shaded my face

For parties weren't my thing

I wanted to flee

But my within started to sing

I listened to the melody

And my inside told me to stay

I tried to refuse

But I was forced to obey

It sang someone was coming

"Someone different from the rest"

Louder it sang,

"Someone for you should be your best"

I scoffed a response

Not caring for silly nonsense

But deeper inside me

I felt really tense

I glanced up to the crowd

As they gathered as a ring

Playing a game called truth or dare

Such a stupid thing

Most were noobs

Making it all the worse

But someone stood out

And suddenly I felt in need of a nurse

With his tan skin

His dazzling gray eyes

His sea of smooth hair

The way he says his "Hello's" and "Goodbye's"

I cautiously joined the circle

Which was a surprise to many

I ignored the stares

Or laughs of any

He gave me a warm smile

And heat rose to my cheeks

I tried not to act like most girls…

All those girly geeks

I remember hi now,

The one who had girls swoon as he'd pass

But I didn't care for that

If I did, it could kiss my ass

Most dares were for me

Boys for me to kiss

But instead I'd kick them in the balls

So they could no longer piss

After that wonderful day

We continued as good friends

Helping another out

Whether advice or lends

Now it wasn't till I was partying

Yes, actually having fun

And he was aloud to come

That I realized he was the one

He stated he never kissed a girl

They always did so to him

I pressured him for a girl he admired

While laughing with my friend, Kim

He was not amused

And after I begged him to be true

He looked me in the eye

And said "You"

My heart stopped beating

My face turned pale

Laughter; not a trace

I felt of a hammer being hit to a nail

I thought he was kidding

Just a mean joke

He shook his head, for he was serious

And inside, I awoke

My insides came out

Word after word

Telling him my feelings

Making sure all was heard

He admired my courage

And we started to date

We felt of brand new people

And if we were to meet, I'd never be late

I exclaimed I had an obsession

For I could dream of him all day

And he's smile and say I was sweet

To whatever I had to say

Now we're bound together

Not a voice raised

Getting along perfectly

Both feeling praised

Honesty and truth is always told

So no matter what I say or do

Embarrassed or not,

I won't be afraid to say

I love you.