Disclaimer: i dont own yu yu hakash

One More first time kiss.

It was a cold winter's morning. For years to come that was probably the only clear detail about that fateful day that Hiei could remember clearly. It was cold. It wasnt until later that he discovered how cold it could be.

There was a knock at the door.

"Who would bother me at this hour? Do they have a death wish?" ,thought Hiei crossly.

When he got to the door there stood Yuskae. "What? You wanna another match? I won't go easy on you this time." But instead of laughing, yuskae's expression remained stone.

"Hiei, I hate to be the one to tell you this, but it's Kurama. He's in the hospital."

That's all he said, then they were off.

All the while that they were going to the hospital, Hiei could only think about that morning.

"If only I knew......" ,he thought to himself, "I would have never thought of being so cruel."

THAT MORNING

Hiei remembered getting up and getting dressed then he went into the kitchen and found kurama sitting at the table.

"What the hell are you doing here?! you could have at least told me you were coming." ,said hiei grumpily.

"Sorry. Forgot." ,said kurama distractedly.

"Whats gotten into you?" ,asked Hiei.

"There's something important I need to tell you. You see---"

all of the sudden, a little timer went off on kurama's watch.

"Shit. I'm late. Meet me at the park by 4:00 " ,said kurama, and with that, he vanished out the window.

That was pretty much how the whole conversation went."Why the hell does kurama want me to meet him in a park" ,thought Hiei to himself. The small dark figure darted from tree top to tree top to get to the curb-side park where kurama asked him to meet him. At 4:00, Hiei raced around the park and found Kurama sitting on the park bench.

"So," ,said Hiei, "why did you ask me to meet you here?"

"I'm leaving"

"What?!" ,cried Hiei, "why?"

"My step-father wants to see France. He's taking my mother with him and I have to go too. I can't leave her."

All of the sudden Hiei's temper flared. He would rather be with his mother than with him? He had thought that they had something. something special. He guessed not.

"Fine," ,Hiei roared, "i hope that you have fun in France!"

and with that Hiei ran out of the park

"You've been rather quiet, what you thinkin'?" ,asked Yuske.

Hiei looked up suddenly and relised that they were already at the hospital. "Its none of your buisness." ,said Hiei and with that, Hiei raced forward into the building. After Hiei found out what room Kurama was in, he rushed up the stairs to his room. When he got there, he found Kurama in bed watching tv.

"Thank god you're alright" ,cried Hiei racing forwand.

He gave Kurama a giant hug. He felt Kurama stiffen and pull awway.

"What's wrong" ,Hiei said after he saw Kurama giving him puzzled glances.

"I'm sorry," ,said Kurama, "Do I know you?"