Because there isn't enough one sided Roxas and Axel.
Thanks to my beta reader nyanyuku!
Pairings: One-sided Axel/Roxas and implied Axel/Sora. Don't flame the pairings.
Warnings: Language, Shonen-ai (boy/boy) and KH2 Spoilers.
Disclaimer: I do not own Kingdom Hearts.
Why won't he look at me that way? We're practically the same… His obsession with the teen that looks like me has to stop. He's a nobody like me, he can't feel… why, why would he care?
"Axel."
"Hmm… oh Roxas, what do you want?"
Damn it, I'm not jealous!
"Nothing, nothing." I hope I said nonchalantly.
He looks at me funny.
"Whatever."
He turns away from me again…
A few more moments of silence is all that I can stand. He sighs and slumps in his spot.
"It's not nothing!"
He whirls back around to me… both of our mouths agape… did I just say that?
"Then what is it? Why the hell didn't you say it in the first place?"
"Because… because I-"
"Never mind… it's 'nothing' right?" he says 'slyly,' with his trademark grin.
I can't hold it in anymore…
"Damn it, Axel, I want you to look at me that way!"
I lightly huff from the outburst… he just keeps looking at me…his expression not changing from the odd small frown on his face.
"Sorry, Roxas," I think my breathing stopped, "I'm looking for someone that actually has a heart," I think my non-existent heart stopped beating, "and you just don't fit that description."
His green eyes slip from my face, to the floor… he obviously doesn't want to see my reaction.
Why… why? It's not fair. He gets everything… everything…
I'll destroy him for it.
"You can't have him… he's too important."
No response…
Fine… I'll just have to go find my own heart…
Ah, screw it!
I rush up to him. "Why… why, damn it? I'm practically him!"
My fingers on the edge of the hood of his coat--gripping.
He raises his eyes to meet mine; his hands leave his sides and slowly pries mine off.
"No, Roxas… you're actually not."
He lifts himself from his spot, walks past me and disappears.
Everything was empty… the room, myself…
"I hate you… I hate you both so much."
I wish I could cry… I felt like crying… but… I don't even remember what crying is. I just slump in the spot where Axel left me and I don't remember moving.